♥I'll Be Waiting♥

Congratulations, baby!

2011-12-31T02:50:00.000-08:00

JYJ’s Jaejoong SBS Self-Camera Message: Hello, I’m JYJ’s Kim JaeJoong. I’m very curious how everyone spent 2011 and I hope there will be a lot of happy and heartwarming things that happens in 2012. Next year, I will put in more efforts to become a better Kim JaeJoong and JYJ. Thank you. trans by @InHye87

I Miss My YunJae...

2011-12-30T12:39:00.000-08:00

no words can described my feelings right now on how much i miss them...

SHIPPING YUNJAE FOREVER!..

DBSK Quotes Part 1

2011-11-30T20:34:00.001-08:00

I have been in quite a long hiatus so this time i'm back with DBSK quotes..since i miss the boys so much..i think my next update will full of them..so, bear with me..you can leave if you want to..

FOR YunJae shipper *like me*..this a fanmade poster that had been shown during HoMin performance at Las vegas for the Kpop Master event..=D

DB5K..My biggest Inspiration

2011-10-22T13:05:00.000-07:00

TVXQ..i knew them for almost 10 years..i have been been with them through thick and thin..watching them rise and fall..smiling and laughing like crazy watching them being playful, teasing each other non-stop..cried with them when they won awards or bad situation befall on them and feel like my hearts has been ripped out when the lawsuit happen..it hurts dat much..to the extend i hate everyone who makes them suffer and pray to God to give them back what they had done to the boys..it's so unfair but when i think back, life has so much meaning to be discovered..i always..no..i have faith in God for everything He does..He gives tests and obstacles so that people live their life to the fullest..appreciate people around them, learn and improve from the past mistakes to be a better person..i see these things through the boys..like seriously..i saw how they try to survive in this cruel world, how they tried so hard to improve, how they treasure people around them, how they never give up in this life, how they utilize abilities that God had given them, how they care for people's feelings, how they swallow those harsh words from anyone that dislike or hate or uneasy with them and many more..see?..that is how i make them my inspirations..these positive sides that make me in love with them from time to time and the feelings got deeper as time goes by..God tests them so much yet they keep looking at the bright side..the biggest test came when they had to split into 2 different groups..it's like dividing your family members..but that is the only thing SME doesn't even understand..people said they are good but if they are, they will take care of the boys like their own children at the first place..but they didn't, right?..if the basic thing in 'love' also SME had failed, what about other things?..argh..*hate to mention that name..haish*..anyway, these are the things that i wanna tell you..

know who's this?..yeah..he's our leader U-Know Yunho..he maybe not the perfect guy but he's totally perfect in my eyes..why?..in spite of his handsome look, there are more behind that good-looking face..his hardships, his attitudes, his damn cool personality that make him look the best..i don't know him that well obviously but judging from his stories and experiences, i respect him the most..he always appear that cool no matter on or off stage..wanna look the best in front of people, lead the group when nobody did, a caring brother for his other members, be there whenever they need him, always show his best, improve whenever he feels he's lacking and this macho man never let you see his tears coz maybe he feels tears symbolizes weaknesses but if he does, means it is from the very bottom of his heart..when DB5K meet with difficulties, he always try his best to overcome them and after the lawsuit, i guess he's the most worried person on earth..he needs to move on, needs to carry the name..imagine all the troubles that he should surmount..it's not that easy..easily he gained another respect from me..

our most adorable maknae but now he's a young handsome man..our very own Choikang Changmin..he always be the matured person in the group..and apparently the smartest..we know that he cares for his hyungs but seldom show it..he's not a man that very easy with feelings..he's not someone who's going around and tell fans or people that he loves them..but we can judge him from his actions while being around them..he's the strongest boy all this time.but when he cried in mkmf 2008, shows that he had lowered down his ego a bit and let the tears of joy fell down his cheeks..he said that he never expect that the fans are waiting and still supporting them after they left for japan almost 2 years..i love how he had that soft, gentle and delicate sides hiding behind his strength..

he's not adorable but the cutest thing on earth when he's in playful mode and can turn to be the handsome gentleman that you ever met..yeah..he's our Micky Yoochun..he has like the most gentle heart out of this 5..he cried easily which indicates that he totally has pure sensitive feeling..he may not be that good looking to you but after you know him, you can die from his charmness..his words sometimes so mushy and make fans scream out of excitedness and plus he is someone that you really can depend and rely on..what i admire him the most is on how he strives hard to live and survive in korea, apart from his family who stayed in the US during that time besides being sad on his parents divorce issue..*yeah..i cried watching his story in YSMM*..no wonder he try hard to be a lady's man who wanted a good wife and beautiful home that full with family's love..=D

the greatest voice i ever heard, Xiah Junsu..such a talented person indeed..with the husky voice he conquers the world easily..i just love how his vocal can be powerful while he's singing and be too soft when he does normal talks..don't get what i mean?..try to watch or listen to him once..you will fall for him immediately..he plays a lot, doing cute styles and everything when he's around his brothers but when it comes to serious talks, you will be amazed on how he can convey such thoughtful and deep words that filled with honesty..when i read a fanaccount recently on YooSu In Heaven fanmeeting, his saying has moved my heart like i wanna cry reading it..seriously, he has grown up..much grown up..there's no more much playful side on him coz maturity has take over..

most probably by now you already know who's my ultimate bias, right?..yeah..none other than Kim JaeJoong..time flies but my love for him never fade..almost 10 years loving him never make me tired..well, of course i know the love won't get any return from him but yeah..i'm happy this way..by loving him and other members make me aware on what's happening to them..don't ask me why i love this guy, other than his super good look, he's such a good person..the mommy of the group..well, our mom indeed a nice person, isn't it?..that reflects him well..=D and being that handsome never made him a born-rich boy..he had too many hardships to endure before be what he is now..before a clumsy young boy now become charismatic man..he matures too andthat is the obvious thing i can see..

Lastly,

i really hope one day that these boys can be united again..how i pray that JYJ had the intention to bring HoMin out from that cruel world..full of lies and conspiracies..i don't want them to lead life like that..together they bring joys to Cassies again..you know why i never fail to keep the faith?..coz i have faith in God..even the reality is not like i wanted but in the future who knows?..no one..all are in His hands, Allah s.w.t...insyaAllah....=D

for my 300th follower! throwing confetti

2011-10-13T09:18:00.000-07:00

she's my 300th follower!.

already promised her to give Changmin's wallies..even i know maybe she already had them but i just wanna congratulate her...ngee~~

ENJOY YOUR WALLIES!..=D

JYJ Stan? HoMin stan? NO! A Cassie here..

2011-10-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

i have this thought for quite some time and only today i can spend a moment to write what i've kept inside me..STANS appear after HoMin n JYJ taking their own paths in music careers..i don't wanna touch on what JYJ n HoMin had done for these 2 years plus but what i wanna tell is all about their new fans..some of them understand what Cassies who support all 5 feel but MOST of them NOT!..that has what makes me so angry and pissed off..but the most hate part is Cassies who claim love for them 5 before start to taking her/his bias side..i don't mind..really..it's just that i detest when you start bad mouth the other party..don't ever tell that HoMin dun have courage to leave SME..don't ever tell that JYJ left SME coz of money..

STANS..you never know what had happen in the past..
STANS..you were not there where we saw and experienced together with DB5K when they had their tears and joyful moments..
STANS..you had no idea what SME did..you saw that SME is there to help HoMin but you never know their agenda behind it..
STANS..for those who support 5 before but taking sides now..confidently i said, shame on you calling yourself as a true cassie since for me, a true or loyal Cassie won't take sides and keep on cheering each of them..
STANS..for those who understand what ot5 feels, we thank you very much and how i hope that you came to our family earlier so that you won't love for only 2 or 3 of our brothers but all of them..

STANS..you said that JYJ were betrayers but can't you think a lil bit deeper?..JYJ is so talented in making musics but if they stay under SME, do you think they can be as what they are now?..enjoying careers as singers, actors and composers?..it's not all about money, my dear..so much more than as you can see and please stop to act like you know everything..
STANS..you said HoMin is there staying in SME just coz they don't have courage to follow JYJ path, but do you know that coz of HoMin DB5K songs still can be played and heard by us today?..do you know how hard HoMin wanna defense TVXQ name?..filling empty spots of those three..it's not that easy..
STANS..just hope you stop bashing each other side and don't pick a fight with OT5 Cassies by saying us delusional and everything..yeah..we don't wanna move on..so what?..and i wonder if you know the meaning of faith..coz for me..having faith is like hoping and praying to God that our wishes will be granted..don't be so confident saying that they won't back as 5..how do you know?..it's future thingy which you have no idea what will come..

as for these boys, since they had lived together for almost a decade, do you have any idea how deep is their brotherhood and friendship can be after together through all the hardships?..do you know how much they love each other?..no, right?..it's easy..coz you are NOT THEM!..that's all..

one day..i hope that i can see five tall-handsome men standing in a picture like this..not two or three..till then..ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH and my love for JAEJOONG, YOOCHUN, JUNSU, YUNHO and CHANGMIN will never change.period.

MinMin or YoungHo Couple..

2011-08-25T12:03:00.000-07:00

there are so many dramas with good couples on screen but it's rare to see they have a good chemistry on and off camera..but i tell you what..it's different from our very own couple from City Hunter, Lee Min Ho and Park Min Young..i'm simply shipping this couple since they have great chemistry both off and on screen..the ones who already watched City Hunter will agree with me on this..ngeee~~

they are cute, sexy, charismatic and out of the most we can see they are totally comfortable around each other..thank God now they are the real couple..and to Boys Over Flower or JoonDi couple shipper..i'm sorry guys..i'm a MinMin couple big supporter..=D *wave MinMin Couple flag*

Lee Min Ho as Lee Yoon Sung..a cold yet warm-hearted guy..

Love of Yoon Sung's life and now Min Ho's as well..the gorgeous and pretty Park Min Young and acted out as Kim Na Na..

I'm loving this scene..but so disappointed coz there's no kiss happens!..damn..i was looking forward to it even tho i know something will disturb them from making it..geezzz..

the eyes contact..awww..you can just tell that their staring to each other are just more than friends..haha..the gentle gaze and the smile..gosh..love love love..

looking so adorable together even in a simple selca..haha

do you know that they have been friends like 5 years ago since the 'i am sam' show?..no wonder they are so comfy around each other company..LOL..and i think there a lil bit of love already sparked on that time..hahaha

the backhug scene..it's so touching i can tell..and damn..i'm rooting for a kiss too for this one but once again..yeah..it happens not..haish..personally i love guys to do like this at their girls..it feels like so secure to be that your man's arms wrapped nicely around you and make you feel safe...am i right??...ngeee~~

last but not least..ultimate judo scene..this is one of the highlights in the drama, right?..i mean it's rare to see couple fall in love through sports like this one..haha..who says sports doesn't bring romance huh..City Hunter proves you are wrong..haha..anyway, i just can feel their intimacy during these judo scenes..well, it makes you to touch your partner indirectly, right?...just like this..heheheh

Finally,

PLEASE SUPPORT OUR MINMIN COUPLE AND TO LEE MIN HO AS FOR PARK MIN YOUNG..JUST CONTINUE TO BE IN LOVE..IGNORE ALL THOSE BAD COMMENTS AND WHO'S TRYING TO BE IN YOUR WAY..WE ARE HERE TO SUPPORT YOU GUYS..FIGHTING!!..♥♥♥♥♥♥

Huntering the City Hunter..

2011-08-25T11:26:00.000-07:00

City Hunter..YES!..this is the recent drama that i'm addicted to!..not only fall for the lead actor but for the whole series..the storyline, the plot, everything simply the best..the actors are really fit with own characters and did a good job!..i never read the mange before, so didn't know how the real story should be..but after watch this show makes me wanna read the manga..haha..wait lah see first if i got time or not..haha..anyway, i'm gonna spazz about our handsome and most gorgeous that happen to be the city hunter..XD

pssstt..i'm sorry to say this but i never like him as Go Jun Pyo in Boys Over Flower but i'm honestly say i love to see him smiling coz of the beautiful teeth he has and deep pretty dimple he owns..and his height is easily make an extra credit to his perfection...^^

did i ever tell you that i'm easily fall for a guy that look smart in folding-sleeve-and-tuck-in-shirt?..see?..Min Ho is so damn handsome looking like this..:D

a guy in black is simply hot!..haha

and for me a guy with technology stuffs is so sexy......ngeeee~~

well, i'm just interested with the skin..kahkahkah

*can't stop staring when he's smiling* and seriously thanks to the production of CITY HUNTER..I fall for this guy right away..i just love the way he acts, how he's so playful in the making film and simply adores his eyes that can conveys and easily shows lots of feelings..sad, happy, worried, hurt etc etc..Lee Min Ho is definitely a great actor...^^ I Love You, babeyh!...^^

a little kiddo..

2011-08-19T12:20:00.000-07:00

hey readers..missing me x?..haha..sorry for no updates recently..it's just happen i have no idea what to write and my fingers seems lazy wanna type out words and my brain too busy to think..LOL..anyway, this time i wanna share my pic when i was a kid..haha..u see me there?..god..i'm like the tallest and biggest kid there..at my age..my friends seems too small compare to me, right?..haha..well, there's nothing i can do about it..but now, they are growing bigger than me seriously..but of course..some still remain smaller than me in term of height..haha..see the guy beside me. he's the one who upload this pic at his fb..damn!..envy of his fair look..too fair, don't u think so?..macam anak cina lah ko ni, hanif..XDD

at first when i saw this pic, i was like "giler lah ko ada lagi gambar ni"..haha..it has been more than 15 years..woah..time..why u fly so fast?..*sigh*..i miss old days..

and i crop this..for fun..LOL

B.O.R.E.D

2011-08-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

GOSH!..I'M SUPER BORED!!..SOMEONE PLEASE!..GIVE ME IDEAS WHAT TO WRITE...*sigh*

DBSK macros part 3

2011-08-04T11:42:00.000-07:00

once again..they are not mine..so credited them to their owners and #tvxqmacros for kindly sharing with fans..=D

enjoy!..i'm so lol-ing whatever pics that related to changmin and his foods..LMAO..

kpop macros part 1

2011-08-03T13:17:00.000-07:00

enjoy the macros for random kpop-ers..they are not mine..credited to the owners and #fuckyeahkpopmacros...hope you guys enjoy it..i will updated dbsk macros part 3 later on..=D

seriously reading those words on those pics just made my day..haha

a reward.......=D

2011-08-03T12:20:00.000-07:00

a reward!..as blogger i never think that a reward should be meant something..how stupid am i right?..but as i'm joining some blogger fansites, i found that a reward is sumthing that you must be grateful ok..and i have own one coz i'm her 200th follower..who is she?..drop by at her cutie blog ..ROSE MANDALENA...

here's the reward that she gave me..it's so sweet of her kan?..guna pic jaejoong lagi..=D

my beloved..externals HDD..

2011-07-30T10:17:00.000-07:00

external hardisk is the most important thing you shud own if you are a fan of kpop..if have to depends on your lappy's space..haha..it will never be enough..NEVER!..coz you must have a very large space to put in all your daily dose inside..get what i mean?..so, in this case..i have my very own external hardisks..exactly FOUR of them..and i'm gonna add another one soon..3 of them are 500GB and another one is 640GB..reason why i wanna buy another one is obviously just coz i don't have enough space to stuff inside anymore..all of them now exactly left only at least 1GB..it's pathetic isn't it?..wondering why my externals are full?..yeah..it's due to a reason only..KPOP..KPOP n KPOP..haha..it consumes more than 90% in the hardisks..=D

i never like if my hardisks are in mess..folders have to be systematically arranged and all the files must be sorted correctly..so, as for the very main folders..i created based on their main activities..example..full shows, mv and performance and picture of you..=D

these are my full shows including sbs dream concert, gayo daejun of mbc, sbs and kbs, MKMF+MAMA award shows, music bank, music core and even inkigayo..ohya, star dance battle shows are in here too..click the picture to see in full scale=D

click to view full pic..as for this one..my collections of pictures..kpop the most of course..i shocked my self when i checked there are more than 35000 pictures in it..LOL..

and this is my collection of mv and performances..ranging from solo artists to girl groups and boy groups of course..=D

last but not least..this is the example of sub folders that i have in every group or solo artist folder..take DBSK as an example..i collect all their clips and categorized based on their songs...these are only in my very 1st external..i can't show the other 4..so complicated how to post them..so many folders and subs..haha..my variety shows are in the 2nd one..3rd and 4th are combination of variety shows and dramas+films..=D

till then..

DBSK macros part 2

2011-07-28T12:40:00.000-07:00

i updated the second part of DBSK macros..as for this one..i'm posting the one that i think kinda funny and dose for you laughter..haha..part 3 is coming soon..all pictures are not mine..credited to the owner and again #tvxqmacros for sharing..^^

Harry Potter..this is the end..

2011-07-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

i watched harry potter like 2 days ago..it was exciting and fun but sad for me a lil bit since there will be no more harry potter sequel to be watched..sob sob sob..i'm gonna miss my trio much!!..i've been with them since the very first part of harry potter adventure story..it was 10 years ago..woah..time really flies fast huh..as i'm re-watching the first one of harry potter story..i came to realize that the trio really had grown up much..from three cute little kids to 3 matured beautiful people..i'm not gonna spazz much bout them since i know you guys feel the same way as i am..=D

did i ever mention that i'm dan-emma / harry-hermione shipper rather than ron-hermione or even harry-ginny...heheh...n honestly yeah..i have the syndrome of worshipping hero-heroine couple instead of like hero-2nd heroine or heroine-2nd hero..get what i mean?...hehehe...

DBSK Macros Part 1

2011-07-26T11:21:00.000-07:00

i was on hunting for DBSK macros pictures..so, these a part of what i got..i will post part by part..and this one is about min and the foods..don't credit to me if you take this out..it's credited to their original owner and #fuckyeahtvxqmacros for sharing..=D

seriously these made me laughing like mad today..haha..

it's a total sweetness~

2011-07-19T08:03:00.000-07:00

today i cried..yeah i cried..it made my heart really hurts..i don't know what's the actual reason but it's just that my mom refused to talk to me..that's her greatest weapon when she got angry..her killer silent treatment..the story went like this..

my parents+my elder sis went to he hospital for my dad's check up but it happened that they'll be home late..so, they tried to reach my lil sis and me through phone calls but fails then my elder sis (along) sent a message to my phone..the phone was in the bag so i didn't notice..when they got home, they mad at us coz we haven't done any single task they told us to do..*sigh*..

so irresponsible me..i just ignore them and let them do the work..god!..i don't know what was i thinking that time.. feel regretful now but it's already late, right?..later, others are ok with me but not my mom..she's not talking to me..*sudah, mmg sah lah dia marah*..

i tried to act cool and even been so quiet till i gone for work and when i reached my workplace..i can't hide and bear with it anymore and let everything's out..gosh..seriously when i'm crying i feel like my heart gonna burst out..it's so heavy but the burdens flow along with the tears..

i hate when i fight with my mom..i don't know whether she will be ok in 2 or 3 days time..or maybe tomorrow..i can't predict coz the last time she gave her silent treatment..she gave it up within 2 weeks...it's scary even thinking about it..haha..anyway, i'm trying my best not to follow my emotions too much coz i dun wanna feel like a weakling..crying over a small stuff again n again..but what to do since am so sensitive and maybe a bad crybaby..haha..friends always told me this..i look tough outside but inside is too soft..haha..*shrug*..

but there's another thing that touched my heart after that..a friend of mine..HAWA, she gave me an ICE-CREAM!..chocolate sundae to be precised..

i feel like shouting a great 'thank you' to her!..for you it seems a small stuff huh?..but not for me..it shows me how she concerns and cares for somebody..during that time while am not in so good situation, she called me and asked me to eat it and don't feel bad anymore..i just feel super and damn good that there's a person who cares for me actually..i will do the same thing for you too my dear..i can't promise i will always be there but i can be super good listener if you have problems to be shared..thank u so much..terima kasih byk2..coz of you too my mood is ok for the rest of the day...feeling pon ok sgt2 dah lepas makan aiskrim tu..rasa terharu sgt jugak..^^ i won't forget what you have done for me... ♥♥ you!..=D

my new crushie...Mario Maurer

2011-07-14T22:05:00.001-07:00

this Thai hearthrob makes every girl's heart who watches him pounding very fast..comes with super good looking face, fair skin, tall and sweet smile enough to make the heart melts..i fall head over heels for him..he's mixed german and chinese..and dat's the answer why he's so handsome, right?..i dun care whether he's taken or not..still going crazy over him!..mario maurer baby ♥♥♥!!..

p/s: he was born on 4th december 1988 and that makes him my oppa!!..=D

How was it?..did you feel attracted?...heheh..i know you do!..admit it!..LOL

My Boss My HERO..My Special Someone..

2011-07-04T00:19:00.000-07:00

*WARNING: PERVERT-DAYDREAM-MODE IS ACTIVATED!*

I have a boss that really look like my hubby..hahaha..i swear to work for him for the rest of my life.promi5e..XD

Here's him...LOL

During the meeting..

He loves looking like this whenever he's not going anywhere..LOL

When he's sick..can't stay still..there is always something that he wanna do..

Most of the times when we are alone..he's more comfortable without shirt on..haha

Poor baby..he's so tired flying back and forth..

Love when he sings for me..haha..can't stop him..*shrug*

When he's sleeping at home..*every morning, i won't let him go off the bed too early..haha*=D

see the moles?..never miss kissing each mole every night..miahaha

♥♥♥ KIM JAEJOONG..I WILL ALWAYS BE BY YOUR SIDE..LOVING YOU ENDLESSLY..♥♥♥

[PICS] JYJ World Tour Backstage

2011-07-02T12:40:00.000-07:00

credit to: sharingyoochun

THE BOYS LOOK SO GORGEOUS!!..

Tagged~

2011-07-01T00:25:00.000-07:00

There have been so long since i've done my last tag..i found an interesting one, so decided to do it..ahaks..

♣ Namakan Top 5 nampyeon(hubby) korang ♣
- KIM JAEJOONG -
- G-DRAGON -
- EUNHYUK -
- XANDER -
- GI KWANG -

♣ Kenapa korang minat dia ♣
- sebab dorang own character yang tersendiri and attract my attention with their talents

♣ Namakan 5 lagu yang korang obses ♣
- All DBSK songs since their songs are my favs..=D -
- Thanks to (JunSeob)-
- Mr.Taxi (SNSD)-
- Freeze (Block B)-
- Danger (F(X))

♣ Upload gambar nampyeon yang paling korang minat ♣

♣ Sapa yang korang nak jumpa ♣
- All my bias especially my top hubby, Jae -

♣ Apa yang ada pada dia ♣
- Everything -

♣ Selain dari Top 5, korang minat sapa lagi ♣
- All SHINee members -
- Kwangmin n Youngmin from boyfriend -
- Sung Jong from Infinite -
- Kwanghee from ZE:A -
- Lee Junho from 2PM -
- HyunJoong from ss501 -
- too many XD -

♥ post satu video yang korang suka ♥

♣ if korang ada peluang jumpa dia, apa yang korang buat ♣
- A BIG WARM HUG! -

♣ tag kepada ♣
- anyone who reads this tag -

Around the World..

2011-06-30T10:55:00.000-07:00

Traveling..i really wanna do that..seeing some of my friends that go to overseas either for holidays or continue their studies..i really envy of that honestly..visiting other people's place should be an interesting experience i can tell..

Eiffel Tower in Paris..City of Love and Fashions..well, that's what people are saying..if i can experience once..then life is GREAT!..=D

London Bridge..I hope i can see it with my own eyes..and not just found it in the song for children..^^

visiting New Zealand for clean n breezy air would be absolutely refreshing!..

Sakura Park in Japan..how i wish Malaysia will have four seasons..enjoying the beauty of sakura in Japan definitely will be the unforgettable experience..:D

one of my fav spot for sightseeing..Niagara Falls..how Allah's creation has impressed me..n i wanna see it for myself instead just looking at those pictures from google..haha

i bet this country is definitely one of the best to be visited, am i right?..with kangaroos and the opera house would be something not to be missed, one day insyaAllah..i will reach there...^^

as a fan of K-pop..Jeju Island is a place that should be included in a must-visit list..this place is so interesting and so relaxing..(n_n)

Last but not least..of course Mecca..even i can't go to any place i mention above but this..a place that SHOULD be going..where most of our prayers and wishes be granted..and it makes you feel so close with your Creator...^^

My Precious Two....♥♥

2011-06-19T10:37:00.000-07:00

January 2011 was the beginning
Everything was new and
everybody was a stranger
till we were assigned to
do a task together..

Four and a half months
Enough to know their true
Being kind and nice
That are their virtues..

Learning in a stranger place
I need support and friends
And I met these two sisters
Who helps me till the end..

Love them like my own family
Cherish them simply
For always be there for me..

They never say love
Only express their care
I tell them to show
And they give me the killer stare...hahaha

Sorry for the troubles
Sorry for the misery
I don't want you
To forget me easily..

I hope one day
We will meet again
So that i can hug you tightly
and thank you for always there..

Don't forget me
It saddens me
Don't ask me
Forgetting you will never be me..

Kak Yana n Kak Mira
Different styles and characters
But they perfectly fit together
I LOVE THEM TO DEATH FOR SURE ♥♥♥

notakaki: I'M MISSING YOU GUYS SO BAD TILL I CAN CRY MY HEART OUT..WORDS ABOVE ARE WHAT I'M THINKING RIGHT NOW..AND CONGRATZ FOR PASSING THE EXAM WITH FLYING COLOURS AND I SHALL WISH YOU GUYS ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE UNDERTAKINGS..DON'T FORGET ME, OK?..KEEP IN TOUCH..=D

Still...about HIM....

2011-06-19T10:03:00.000-07:00

i'm talking random about him..yes..it's him again..sigh..why i just can't forget him!..of course lah i can't since whenever i'm at working place, he's right in front of me..and i can't just keep staring at him till people notice..so, i'm more comfortable by just looking at him sneakily..it's a pity is it?..since i don't have the guts and courage to tell him..and plus..i'm not planning too since he's already belongs to someone else..so, let it be that way....................

as he walks away..
i always hope he will..
at least once..
to look at me..
who stays here..
always be there...

one thing i wanna shout:
I SERIOUSLY HATE
WHEN I SMILE
HE GAVE ME THAT EMPTY LOOK AND
TURNS HIS FACE AWAY
MAKE ME SEEMS SO DAMN STUPID!! >.<

*take a deep breath*

anyway,
i just give you hint
who's this guy
he's not somebody but
enough to turn my world
upside down..

He's tall, dark and handsome?...
nah~..he's just someone..
that always be in my favourite color t-shirt..
love to sit whenever he bored..
a jokster for sure..
like to tease me if he feels to..
ignore me most of the time..
won't talk to me even i'm near him..
he's a person like that....

Is liking him just a waste of time?
i don't know but let me be in this world
for a lil bit longer..alone..with this feeling..

Is this called one-sided love?..
If it is a 'yes'
Then i have felt it..
It hurts...worst.....>.<

BENGANG

2011-06-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

I'M TOTALLY PISSED RIGHT NOW!!..FEEL LIKE WANNA SLAM THIS DUMMY LAPPY ON THE FLOOR~!..IT'S GETTING SLOWER AND SLOWER..I TRIED TO FIND THE CAUSE..NOW I'VE REMOVED MY ROCKETDOCK APLLICATION..IT'S IMPROVING BUT I STILL NOT SATISFIED..MONEY!!..AISH...WHY MY GAJI NI LEMBAB SANGAT NAK MASUK..SAYA NAK BELI AVIRA LAH!!..I WANT TO SCAN MY SYSTEM..ADUSS..BENGANG LAH TGK LAPPY MCM NI SLOW PERFORMANCE DIA..GERAM!!...

OK..NOW MY MOOD IS GONE..SEBAB SAYA STILL NGAH BENGANG NI....=.=

quotes..part 2

2011-06-17T06:00:00.000-07:00

i've already written few quotes that had been said by people around me like my parents, friends n others..i'm not taking any popular quotes from google or famous persons..and sometimes quotes that i said are ones that i can't forget..if you wanna read my first part CLICK HERE! so, here i go..

1. have a good impression on others at the first sight and others will be the same - i read it somewhere

when i read this quote for the first time..i find it correct to say so..at first, i easily will have a bad impression on others but after i came across this quote, it attached in my head till now..so, whenever i wanna have slightly not so good impression especially with people that are strangers to me..so by remembering this saying turns me be a better person..how?..a good person definitely will always has a good impression on others if you want others to do the same, right?..=D

2. if you want a good someone to be your lifemate, then you should be good first - Along (my sis)

one day we were in talk bout well u know when girls get together, mostly about ehem..guys of course..then she said to me that phrase..so i was thinking..it's definitely true!..we can't expect somebody nice coming if you yourself not being nice n kind..and InsyaAllah..good person will end up with somebody's good and otherwise..^^

3. while you are still young, earn money as many as u can - Ayah (Dad)

am working as a part-timer now..i always complaint that i'm so tired and bored at the working place..but dad said while u r still young, capable of doing work..you should strive for your best..being tired n bored are a part of situations that you will face and never can avoid..bear with it and you will get the price later..and he's right..at the end..i will be the satisfied one with money that i've earned with my own effort...^^

4. don't spend with something that consumes your precious time too much and never give you any benefits - Ayah & Mak (Parents)

i know they are talking bout my passion and hobby..which is spending time and money for Kpop..haha..as for this advise..i know they are right but sorry i can't do anything about this since i love kpop damn damn damn a lot..wait till i grown up a bit more, then maybe..i said MAYBE i will leave all this stuff behind..not now..XDD

5. you wanna go to school or not, it's up to you then - Ayah & Mak (Parents)

haha..this part..the phrase looks kinda they don't mind whether we are going to school or not right?..actually it has the continuation..'we are not the one who wants to be smart, it's you who has to survive in the future'..and that's the catch where we have to go to school..LOL..

H.I.M...L.O.V.E..IMPOSSIBLE!

2011-06-12T10:23:00.000-07:00

Love at the first sight..
Do you believe it?..
Coz i DO!..

Here's how my story goes..

I saw him for the first time..
I can't take my eyes off him..
My heart beats fast..
Like it's going to burst out..
He never realizes it..
Even till now..
I want to tell him..
But i don't know how..

One day I get to know..
In his heart there's a love snow..
Not for me but for her..
And am bleeding to death..
A broken heart for sure..

Whenever our eyes met..
My heart hurts..
He noticed me change..
But he never care..

He never be mine..
I never be his..
Just pray to God..
That planned all this..

Give him happiness..
Take my sadness..
Wish him all the best..
and let stay as FRIENDS..

TO HIM:..

I love you..
I guess I truly do..
But what do i do..
Since am nobody to you..

Yoochun's Resemblance..

2011-05-22T11:45:00.000-07:00

alright..this time i wanna spazz about a friend of mine whom i met few months back..for the first time i saw her..it's just that i can't take my eyes off her since she resembles to someone that i like the most..with the high-bone cheek, hair-style and of course when she smiles already enough to make her look similar to Yoochunnie..the cute face that they have..that's the important part..haha..hey, not only me alright..even my sisters agree with that..plus i guess many of her friends said the same thing as well..anyway, even in the pictures you don't find any similarities, but try to know her in real life..face to face with her and you know why i'm saying it like this..don't blame me if you are going to be listed in her fan-list..hahaha..before this, i even said to her.."don't blame me if i can't stop looking at you, blame Yoochun for that"..she just end up giving her cute laugh..XDD

feels like bringing her into my pocket..can't get a closer look at Chun, looking at his twin also can, right?...LOL..

p/s: to Gjie, sorry for making this post..i just can't stop myself from spazzing about you..hahaha..XD..*don't get mad ok..nnt x cool dah..haha*

L.O.V.E.

2011-05-11T01:05:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder what is people's definition about love?..different people different perception, right?..and there should be a different expression for love on God, family, friends and our love someone, agree??..as for me, i don't have any specific definition on love..i just show it through my actions..in hope that they will realize they are the among the important ones in my life..of course love for GOD is everything..that doesn't need any explanation i guess..and family as well..whatever happens, family will comes first since they have been with you since you were born and they know you the best, support in everything that you, be there for you, love the way you are sincerely..unlike your loved someone and friends who just getting to know about you..that's why in this world..you love your family the most out of everything...

love for somebody?..hurm..how am i going to interpret this since i never been in love before..i don't know..seriously...."=.= i'm not ready yet to define this..so let us continue to...

friends..they are like the best thing happen in my life..i have been met with a lot of people with different characters and behaviour..from them, i'm improving a lot to be a better friend for people..i love them like hell..people said, we tend to love people that always be around us more than anyone else who are far away..and i take that as a true fact..that's why i hate meeting someone where in the end i know that we have to separate one day..and it hurts..damn hurt!!..pity my heart which always carry this burden..but time will heal it slowly..and the memory will never fade away..i can promise you that..and dear friends..hope your love for me will never been erased and make me live in your heart forever coz i will do the same thing for you...^^

aFrAiD..Yes I Am...

2011-05-04T11:13:00.000-07:00

i always have this feeling

afraid of death..
afraid of being hate..
afraid of the feeling being left alone..
afraid of the feeling being forgotten by people that i care and love..
afraid of what others think of me..
afraid of everything..

BUT

now i know it's not good to have these kind of feelings..yes i do understand that everybody has their own fear but don't be over-afraid since this will not good and will affect on anything that you do..try to overcome those feelings and you will feel better and perform well in everything that you do..

sometimes by reading quotes and idioms inspire me to become a better person..don't force me to improve fast since i'm quite slow to become better..i'm not good at receiving criticisms in order to improve..don't criticize me or i will start to hate and despise you..yeah..that's me..i'm sorry for being that way and i'm trying to change that part slowly..well, is it mean that i'm not an open-minded person?..i guess so..i'm quite a sensitive girl..i can be happy and be hurt by one word that you've been said to me..moreover, if you are one of the closest people to me..anyway guys..don't be afraid or doubt to be friend with me since i treasure my friends the most since they/you are the best thing that happen in my life..paddle with me through this ocean of life...^^ thank you for everything and i will keep you guys close to my heart forever..=D

memories with my 16 sisters..

2011-04-03T22:00:00.000-07:00

this semester i have met 16 awesome sisters and create a big happy family..seriously i love them all..they are among the best people that i ever met..it's regretful i don't meet them earlier and i'm grateful that i took this subject..dear sisters, i won't forget you guys and good luck for your future undertakings and keep in touch..^^

♥ kak mir-chan and kak yana ♥

♣ kak mira..she's one of my sisters that i love the most..she's too cute ya know..her chubby cheeks+fairskin=a total cuteness..haha..her friendliness and a good sister material make me comfortable at the utmost..=D ♣

♣ kak yana..she's another one of the sisters that i love the most coz feel i can be in my comfortable zone when i'm with her and talk freely..she's really nice and just like kak mira..she owns a good sister material too..however, once she's in playful mode, u got to see her child side instead of being serious while doing her work..haha..and plus..she's fun to be with.. ♣

♥ kak auji and kak yana ♥

♣ kak auji..she's an excellent person when comes to system..she's the one who conducts our PA system during the event..she's hilarious and seriously playful..ohya, she loves balloons..haha..love to hang out with her though ♣

♣ kak yana..this kakak you will be taken aback when this look-like-innocent-girl-next-door transform into someone playful and make you laugh crazily..if she has a camera with her..be prepared to be interviewed by her..haha..funny sister she is ♣

♥ kak farhanah ♥

she's my senior since high school..i remembered during high school, she's a quiet person..well, maybe i didn't get to know her very well back then but today, i can see her as one of the friendliest sisters in class..owh..love her when she's laughing..i don't know..just feel like that..haha

♥ kak ieka @ irika ♥

♣ kak ieka..at first impression i thought she's a person that really hard to be close with but once again my thought was wrong..she's definitely a friendly girl..she's interested in korean stuff just like me..so, maybe that's the way we become closer..she's good sister indeed..^^

♥ kak fieza ♥ kak ieta ♥ kak ezan ♥

♣ kak fieza..this tall-slim girl is our secretary..you will have this 'she's a serious girl' when u first look at her but your thought will directly change once u got to know her..she's talkative and funny too..=D ♣

♣ kak ieta..she's a fashionista girl..whatever she wears..she looks good in it and of course lah cantik kan..thought she's a silent girl but well, don't judge a book by its cover, right?..she's definitely good at talks too..haha ♣

♣ kak ezan..out of sisters out there..she's the funniest one..once she open her mouth..you won't stop laughing and smiling till u feel your stomach wanna burst out..hahaha..she's that kind of person..friendly, lively and truly hilarious! ♣

♥ kak Dee ♥ kak nisa ♥ kak ainziey ♥ kak erynn ♥

♣ kak dee is a small sweet girl that you will ever know..i love to hear her voice..seems so 'tiny'..haha..and she's a good drifter i can tell..sit with her in the car and you'll know..=D ♣

♣ kak nisa..thought her as a chinese girl when our first meeting..haha..if later let say she marries a chinese man..her children definitely will inherit both of their parents chinese looks..hahaha..love her innocent sweet smile.. ♣

♣ kak ainziey..first impression..a quiet and shy person..but actually she's a good talker too..during our activities, she conducted the kids very well..and she's a pretty girl too...^^ ♣

♣ kak erynn..i 'tumpang' her car when we went to the school for the first time *for me and umie*..and gotta admit she's a good driver..love to look at her since she's got this fair skin and she has a beautiful smile..=)♣

♥ kak wawa ♥

♣ she's a livelier sister..she's just like kak ezan who can make you laugh easily and be entertained with her behaviour ♣

♥ kak nad ♥

♣ honestly, she's the one that i take the longest time to be close with..maybe coz i always be with kak yana instead of mixing around more..but at the end of the day, i knew kind lots of things bout her..but the obvious one..she's the best cats lover that i've seen so far..truly looking so fun when she's playing with her 'children' *don't misunderstood ok..children is the cats*..haha ♣

♥ kak dya ♥

♣ even i don't know her that close but i know she's seriously a good sister just like the others and she's a good friend with kak ieta.. ♣

am i abandon my blog for too long?

2011-03-20T13:09:00.000-07:00

*wiping away all the spiderweb and clean off the dust*

hye there peeps..missing me?..haha..i know you do..it's already been err..a month?..0_o..sorry..it's just that i've no idea what to update and what to write..all the time am in college, i will always blame the internet of course..with the slowest internet line provided make me lazy wanna online ya know..this is one of the reasons why i burn midnight oil too..usually the line will be slightly ok during the dawn..huhu..

what i've been thinking..

assignment+lazy+no time+slowest internet line=no blog update *sigh*

that's why i often wait till i got home coz i'm using streamyx at home..hehe..so, it's a lil bit faster than college's..XDD

and now what am i doing??..i've got 8am class tomorrow and am still here..writing?..gotta be kidding me..well, this is me..short hours for night-sleep and continue with few hours of day-sleep later..hahaha..and ya know what..i've got a test tomorrow too..great..i haven't read even a single chapter yet..what am i thinking..able to answer without reading?..aish..laziness!!..stop conquering me!!..m(_ _)m

oh ya..lately my mood for korean drama is gone for a while *surely will come back soon*..and being replaced by watching hindustan movies..hahahaha..i love the old ones alright compare to the new ones..keke..i bet you guys are loving it too isn't it?..=D

what's u guys fav?..as for me..there are too many to be listed..but i hope i can know yours..^^

yaiks..it's already 4.30am....gotta go to bed now..scared i won't awake for morning class..haha..guys, wish me luck too in the ~~exam~~ test..

thanks for reading this hogwash entry..LMAO..see u guys soon ok...

S.T.U.P.I.D

2011-02-23T18:05:00.000-08:00

yes!..i'm pissing off over the issue that related to ki bum and xander ukiss..what i heard is truly ridiculous..they have been kicked out from ukiss just coz of lacking skills??!!..seriously wth??!..i detest NH Media for this..and before, their reason why xander and ki bum are leaving due to some personal problem..and recently just fans know that it's not the truth..ki bum being so upset and xander has stopped tweeting about ukiss's activities..it's really sad seriously..and to NH Media..don't give lame excuse just to cover and defense yourself from ukiss's fans when it's obviously you are the one who made both of them leave..and saying they have lacking skills, then why you made them debut at the first place, dammit!..that's why i called stupid..weak, low and lame reason..as to xander oppa and ki bum..hwaiting guys..there is a bright future waiting you ahead..even if you are not with ukiss members anymore, don't be upset and continue your fight..let that fella see your success and regret what they did to you..i love you guys and ukiss will never be the same again..

hate..cannot online

2011-02-16T19:08:00.000-08:00

i can't online!..that means..no blog or updates on kpop for several weeks from now on..*sigh*..and damn..no fb and twitter too..so, my dear readers..please wait for my next update later..not in the closest time i guess..but no worries..i won't abandon my blog totally..just in need a little time since i don't have broadband with me and college's wi-fi would be in dream..haha..new visitors..do follow if you think my blog is interesting and i will definitely follow you back..drop comments in my cbox too coz that way i will know who and who is visiting mine...^^

till then..i will miss u guys...=D

Hoi Hoi Couple..

2011-02-02T23:58:00.001-08:00

usually i won't easily fall for couple on screen but Shin Min Ah and Lee Seung Gi really make a good one..they are the pairing that i adore to death after Ji Hoon n Eun Hye..ok..at first i thought this story and the chemistry of this two won't be good but after i watch the series..i'm totally and absolutely wrong!..they are the cutest and most adorable couple ever!!..honestly, i'm not a fan of Min Ah coz well maybe due to overload jealousy since she got to act with most of the handsome actors out there..haha..but this drama changed me..i fall for her cuteness, prettiness, innocence etc etc..i'm her big big big fan now!..i'm looking forward for her next drama or movies..=D
how i wish every man will say his ideal is this lady since she's really pretty yet so humble person..just see how she talks you will know..^^
even seung gi is her dongsaeng but yeah..i will make an exception for this couple..aish..why don't they release BTS dvd like khotboda namja and you're beautiful..would be great and definitely grab one..haha..neway, for those out there who still hesitate either wanna watch this drama or not..suggest u guys better watch it or you will miss a very good drama..=D
thanks to Hong sisters..this series really a big success...^^

still TVXQ!

2011-01-09T18:10:00.000-08:00

i can't stop myself from blogging bout current issue that involves the boys..it's kinda frustrated but this time i have decided that

as long as i'm a Cassiopeia..i will not stop from believing and support the boys..Cassiopeia is created for those who love the boys dearly..never let go of their hands and cherish them no matter what it takes..i knew for the past few days, junsu's tweet has made the controversy..luckily mr.egg or we know as elbowyish has defended our Junsu..even i'm an outisder..i know Junsu won't hurt anybody..being a fan for 7 years of them..it's impossible not to know basic things bout him..he's like an angel from heaven..so kind and humble and full of modesty in himself even being so famous is definitely a character of a person named Kim Junsu..and to those of his haters and people who came to defend HoMin..i guess you guys should stay out of this topic since it's not related to you..HoMin never say a word to this so don't busy yourself to be cynical and attack by using words to Junsu..you guys won't help anything..instead of making the situation at ease..you only make it worse..

just like JYJ has stated and believe..they will come back as 5 again one day even they have no idea when the day will be..as for this..i will stay keep the faith..DBSK is definitely the 5 stars that shining brightly in the night sky and it won't be the same again if one of the stars is not there or not sparkling anymore..to the boys, always keep strong..we know your strong brotherhood and make it as a point to be one again..ignore all those words and rumors..just keep continue what you feel is right..you already grown up enough to be able to think..as for me..i will be right here..standing proudly beside you..forever..supporting..loving and caring for you.. <3

on hiatus....

2011-01-04T22:24:00.000-08:00

sadly to announce here..i will not be active blogging until i'll be home during Chinese New Year which is like 2-3 weeks from now..keep on dropping by comments and follow me..i will drop by at your blog and follow u back when i'm home..don't worry..i won't miss out anybody..it happens coz like u guys already knew..BROADBAND SUCKZ!..and there's no wifi at my block..it's hard to open a site page..so it's kinda impossible to load some of heavy page..*sigh* ..btw, to my visitors..thanks for always dropping by and to my friends who never stops giving comments and brighten up my page..u guys are jjang!...^^

so, till then...see u guys later..seriously going to miss chatting wif y'all...^^

p/s: to whoever commenting in the cbox..i will say 'hi' back when net is not being so gay like this, okay?..i'm sorry..but don't worry..i'll be back..keke

my facebook profile...

2010-12-28T05:44:00.000-08:00

thanks to one of my friends, Lily Sani..she's the one who tagged me in her pics..guess what..all them five altogether..and seeing them whenever i open my facebook profile can seriously make me smile without i realize...LOL

You Are Sweet Blogger Like Candy...=D

2010-12-28T05:33:00.000-08:00

i've got an award from JIJA..love..love..love..

there's condition anyway..

1. kena jadi follower belog nie!!!
2. tampal award
3. mule title korang dgn YOU ARE SWEET BLOGGER LIKE CANDY
4. tag 5 blogger line..tapi kene girl2 jerw..kalau korang rase dia girl2 pn boleh gak..

alamak ai..nak tag sapa ni ye..ok..mcm ni lah..u've got this award if you are in top 5 replying this post..=D

happy 7th anniversary...TVXQ!

2010-12-26T08:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TVXQ!

i love you forever my dearest TVXQ! which consists of five awesome young boys..Jung Yunho, Kim JaeJoong, Kim Junsu, Park YooChun and Shim Changmin..all your sweat and tears to bring us good music will be ultimately appreciated..i promise to support and cherish you till the end of time..no matter what happens..it's a promise that i will never break..will be beside you till time stops and the world stop spinning..

i love you forever my hot leader Jung Yunho..you are the best leader ever..i never met any guy with so much dedication to the group members..your leadership is obviously shown in whatever situations..i never stop admiring you for that..and your dance never fail to amaze me..so sizzling hot..and don't forget your important job now..to unite the members back..you promised, remember?..if whenever there situation that force TVXQ! in separation..you will bring back them to complete the group..don't worry..you still have time and we'll support you...^0^

i love you forever my powerful husky voice Kim Junsu..for the past se7en years..you never stop to amaze me with your voice..it fits in any song seriously..sometimes i feel you can be the voice of the world..you have like the best voice that even can beat the world best singer now..and not forget your unique laugh..it's so adorable..with your laugh..it brightens up my gloomy day..haha..and do you know that you are looking so freaking cute when you are on stage being teased by other members..that's epic!..with cute face of yours..i can die smiling..XDD

i love you forever my best high-pitch Shim Changmin..my best youngest member ever..even you are all grown up now but still i consider you the cutest boy on earth..and you've changed much from your younger days..cute --> handsome..oh..not just handsome..but soooooo handsome..=D i'm having a severe illness due to have less blood in my body..nosebleed much..haha..and not forget your powerful high-pitch..don't worry..you still own it..nobody can do like that and replace you..

i love you forever my dandy boy Park Yoochun..from adorable boy to good-looking gentleman..and you are my mr.killer smile..seriously in love with your cheekbones and beautiful smile of yours..and not forget the way you talk in English..it's way too attractive!..and your words are all so sweet..your innocence too..why chun..why?..you can steal my heart at a split second with your every doing and talking but i

i love you forever my ultimate favourite man Kim Jaejoong..i have been in love with you since last seven years and this love keeps growing..every second, minute, hour, day, month and year..till now, i never wish to stop..i don't know what to say..i just love the way you are..from head to toe..every angle and every position..the way you smile, speak, laugh, stare, cry..everything..

LOVE YOU ETERNALLY, TVXQ!

The journey has not yet to end and the story is not in the last chapter..it still have more parts to be finished..seven years is just the beginning..you have a long way to go, boys..be patient and strengthen your heart to overcome obstacles that block your way..i believe..one day..the world will be yours again..i will keep waiting..it's not tiring..won't giving up so easily on you..always keep the faith..♥♥♥

Thanks To...

2010-12-22T09:43:00.000-08:00

i can't wait for full MV..yo seob's voice and Jun hyung's rap are awesome!!..listen to this b2auties..these boys shine in their own way..as for this song..really a great job...*i can't stop playing this song*

yo seob's smile at 0:39-0:40 is so so sweet..i love it..*faints*..nawww..how i hope i was in the crowd cheering for them too...^^

full audio finally out!..with eng trans..the lyrics really will touch your heart deeply..here you can see how grateful they are having such great fans..^^ and boys, of course we are going to cherish and support you..keep on singing just for us and thanks for everything..on the other hand, i can't wait..seriously can't..to watch full MV..gotta be so beautifully done..ohya, i love yo seob's voice for the chorus part..so *lost for words*...^^

*thank you..thank you B2ST/Beast for your music..love you guys forever <3*

new external..500GB

2010-12-22T06:00:00.000-08:00

i forgot to blog about my new external that i bought last sunday at MITC PC Fair..adding this new one..i've got 3 external as a whole..mine is the blue meanwhile the black belongs to my little sis..we've got them with only at RM165 per each..quite cheap for a 500GB external, right?..standard price now should be rm179 or the most expensive with this kind of capacity is rm185..well, so far that i found..with this new hardisk..i put every movies and dramas..ONLY..as for the other two externals..i already specified what to put..first external will be fulled with only MVs and performances while the other one will be filled by korean variety shows..=D i don't like to mix them together and make my folders in mess so that's why i decided to add another external..=D

{PICS} JYJ interview figure

2010-12-22T05:53:00.000-08:00

the boys look so good in chessboard color shirt right??..and i can see Jae broad shoulder..LOL..his collar bones look sexy..*pervert mode turn on*..XD

credit: as tagged

money..working

2010-12-22T04:50:00.000-08:00

money..surely is important to everyone of us, right?..it feels like we can't live without having any money in our pocket..as for me..i love to buy things..well, there's like so many things i wanna buy..ranging from clothes to mp3..i know it consumes a lot of bucks but still i think wanna grab all those things..this is why i always have to give my ear listening to my sis..nagging..she's the one who always says i'm not very good in spending money wisely..and i admit that i am..even myself sometimes thinking that i've spent too much money but times are moving forward..impossible to turn back time, isn't it?..seriously, if i don't have a good motivation..my money will go wasted badly and i miss to spend on good and necessary things..ok..remember my previous post about i went to JYJ showcase?..honestly, i borrowed my sis money and again i ask to lend me money from my other little sis..god..when total them up reaching almost rm1k?..gotta be kidding me but that the truth..now serve me right..have to work and pay them back..anyway, thanks to them for their willingness in lending me so much money and i don't mind working to repay them..on the other hand, there's different stories when comes to work issue..tired?..it's DAMN tired..that's why recently my blog was abandon with no updates..busy working..8-10 hours everyday..each day is very hectic..physically and emotionally..even my tiny brain need some rest..huhu..and dealing with some people out there sometimes make me give up with working field..but hey!..i still in my youth and i'm talking about giving up?..in working?..it's ridiculous..i have 30-40 years more to earn money..>.<

ignore this sign for now but i use it when i feel so..hahaha..

money..money..money..will world get better when everything is free??..do u think so?..nope..i don't..i think the world will go upside down and chaos everywhere..n maybe that's why money was invented..haha..aii..how i wish they would fall from the sky and it's going to be heaven i can tell if this situation happens..LOL..

[PICS] JYJ latest lotte free

2010-12-18T06:15:00.000-08:00

credit:as tagged+dnbn

SEE THREE PICS EXTRA THIS HANDSOME GUY..lol..THIS PIC IS SUPER HUGE..CLICK IT..

Changmin airport style..

2010-12-16T03:59:00.000-08:00

our Changmin is really a fashionista isn't it?..just look the way he dressed for an airport going..haha..i love the first pic..even from behind can show that he is indeed a handsome guy and his long-legs really make me go 'wow'...=D
and plus..with the shades..he's totally gorgeous!..^0^

Happy Birthday, Xiah Kim Junsu

2010-12-14T23:47:00.000-08:00

♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY♥

♥♥♥XIAH KIM JUNSU♥♥♥

♥HOPE YOUR PASSION WILL BE LASTING AND WE WILL TREASURE YOUR VOICE DEEP DOWN IN OUR HEART♥

♥HOPE YOU WILL LAUGH AND SMILE AND HAPPY LIKE THIS ALWAYS COZ IT'S LIKE ENDORPHIN TO ME (^^)♥

♥I LOVE WHEN YOU ARE SPECKY..YOU LOOK LIKE A NERDY YET CHARISMATIC BOY..XD♥

♥I LOVE WHEN YOU ARE WEARING TANK TOP AND DANCE..YOU BURN ME WITH YOUR HOTNESS..KNOW WHAT..THIS TIME FEEL LIKE WANNA RUN AND HUG YOU..XD♥

♥FIGHTING IN WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING AND I REALLY DO HOPE ONE DAY..YOU WILL BE THE VOICE OF DBSK AGAIN AS YOU ALWAYS BE♥

♥♥♥I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY♥♥♥

MY LINKS ARE GONE!!..DAMN!

2010-12-14T00:44:00.000-08:00

MY LINKS ARE ALL GONE!..WTH!!.

so, now could you guys please send your links back??...i mean..up there..type your blog address and submit it..i tried some html code just now and when i save the work..it suddenly gone??..my gawd!..so frustrating!..>.<

Junsu Pics for "Tears of Heaven"

2010-12-13T23:44:00.000-08:00

GOING TO BE ONE OF THE BEST MUSICALS EVER!!

Current Downloads....

2010-12-13T23:36:00.000-08:00

1. Mary stayed out all night..
2. Fugitive plan B
3. Secret Garden
4. It started with a kiss (part 1 & 2)
5. Sungkyunkwan Scandal (missing parts are 13 n 14 eps)
6. Golden Disk Award
7. KBS Music Bank..MBC Music Core n SBS Inkigayo
8. Performances and MVs
9. ongoing..ongoing..ongoing..

HoMin is back!

2010-12-13T23:04:00.000-08:00

HOMIN!!..I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE COMEBACK!!..I MISS THIS TWO SO MUCH ALREADY!..

Teuk sad face..Minho's Birthday..GDA

2010-12-09T03:57:00.000-08:00

I can't bear to watch Teuk oppa sad face coz of not winning daesang in Golden Disk Award..*how i wish i can hug him*..i guess he's disappointed since he wished to win it and as a big gift before he enters the army..Heenim oppa so sweet..he always there to comfort his members..and he knows who need his hug the most..and as for the Daesang winner this year..seriously i don't think you deserve that award yet..not because i'm an anti i'm saying this but i feel Super Junior just deserve the award more..they worked their ass off and giving out their best..and still they didn't win??..>.< *hey GDA..are you bias too??*

on the other hand, Shawols and others were so sweet singing for Minho's birthday during GDA..Jjong..you are still the hyper-est..haha..aigo Minho..are you being so shy and giving i-don't-know-how-to-react-to-this face??..and i love your thumbs up to them after they finish singing..anyway, it's great to see you guys receiving lots of love and care...^^ <3

DBSK..forever 5

2010-12-08T09:01:00.000-08:00

i just posted why i love DBSK boys, right?..now i'm going to express my feelings towards them..what actually i feel about them..ok..recently i heard and read too many arguments on separating Cassiopeia to JYJ or HoMin fans..what i'm going to say is WTH???!!..are u really a fan of them?..excluded newbies..*which means new fans to JYJ or HoMin*..seriously i feel really dissatisfied..i know you have your biases but hey..DBSK is built by FIVE people ok..which i bet you already know..our best leader Yunho, unique vocal YooChun, husky powerful voice Junsu, soothing vocal Jaejoong and ridiculous high-pitch Changmin..as a Cassiopeia..instead only supporting your bias..i know you will support the rest too since they have their own special characters which attracts us..as for me, even my ultimate bias is Jaejoong, but i still love the others equally coz their existence in my life is extremely important..i never agree to be only JYJ FAN even Jae is in that group coz i still love HoMin though..and even SME has declared as for the time being TVXQ! is only consist of HoMin but deep down in Cassiopeia heart i know you guys don't agree with this..maybe for SME, TVXQ! doesn't mean anything and this is too contrast with our opinion..so, go to hell lah with them..it's their own thinking..what is more important?..it's yourself my dear Cassie..it's all depends on us..others can't say anything..guess what..in this case..in being a Cassiopeia, i never wanna be mature or moving on just like some others has did coz i still stubbornly wanna wait till the day DBSK will be reunited again..i believe in that..i know it's a dream that still has hope to be true..Always keep the faith is not just an ordinary words for me..it's not something that you just said but never do..maybe for some of you it's a phrase to believe them in whatever they are doing but for me it's really a phrase that made us to holding on till DBSK be 5 again..be with them for 7-8 years is not like be with them for 7-8 minutes, hours or days alright..there are too many precious memories to be remembered..the tears and laugh..it's still vivid in my mind..their smiles and tears on the 1st winning for hug and even the debut stage..anyway, my feeling for the boys is not a sister to her brother..not a fan to her idol..not a lover to her partner but what is it?..this..i'm still searching for the answer..sometimes..all the feelings mixed and i even sometimes confused..but what i know is..i love the boys sincerely and from the bottom of my heart..only God knows how precious they are to me..^^

Love in the ice is one of the songs that i love damn much!..it's obviously shown their harmonization..blendness..melodious vocals being combined together..the perfect sound that you ever heard..one day..this song will be sang again..and the world will stop spinning and time will stop counting..till then..i'll be waiting........

Happy Birthday, Minho!

2010-12-08T08:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FLAMING CHARISMA MINHO!!..MAY YOU HAVE A BLAST BIRTHDAY..STAY HEALTHY..TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND STAY HANDSOME ALRIGHT...^^ SARANGHAE!!~

Allah loves me a lot...

2010-12-06T07:17:00.000-08:00

I don't know whether u guys notice it or not but as for me i have find some events and situations that somehow i know Allah has helped me and He loves me a lot...Alhamdulillah..

1. as for JYJ showcase..He finally let me go to the event..ya know what..it's a miracle..i thought i couldn't go for some reason but He made another reason till i can go to the showcase..it's complicated to be explained here..*and as for this i've promised to fast in a day as a repay..we call it as a 'puasa nazar'..=D

2. He made me born in this beautiful family..i'm so grateful having Abd Rahim n Sarah Rauf as my parents and Mohd Khairi, Khairiyah, Nur Amirah n Nur Aisyah as my siblings and others for my relatives.my family is not from a rich one but we live in modesty..my mom said..always be grateful coz we are living this way..there's a reason why..Allah may not gives us rich in terms of money and assets but He gaves us other things to be treasured..^^

3. He knows i love kpop too much so He made me not being so fond in buying other things..if not i guess my money will be drained and wasted..haha..

4. He made me not-so-pretty-girl maybe coz He knows that if let say i'm categorized among the pretty ones..i will be so proud and never be down-to-earth-girl or girl-next-door-like..so, am grateful for being like this..and i think by being this way..i can learn more about other people..^^

5. Allah answered almost to all my prayers..Alhamdulillah..what i've always wanted..i will get..it's not on the spot but yeah..some of them will take time..^^

6. in terms of friends..i've experienced so many times..hurm..how i'm going to say this ya..ok..here's an example..i saw a girl/guy and on that time in my mind will be thinking like "i'm going to make friend with him/her one day" and seriously they are my friends now..including my crush..*sshh, he doesn't know that i like him*..XDD

7. do u guys believe that i will get my consequences an instant if i disobey my mom's words??..haha..i'm not pulling your legs guys..but it does happen..example, my mom asked me to help her in the kitchen and i kinda yelled at her.."Yes, MOM!..but at the same time in my mind saying *aish..am so lazy*..and when the time i wanna go to her in the kitchen, i must be tripped or accidentally hit something that make me go 'ouch'..XDD *well, i take that as a reminder from God that doesn't want me to be a bad daughter*..haha

8. Last but not least..the most important thing that i wanna say..i'm so grateful for being a Muslim and may Allah protect me and strengthen my heart that enables me to row my boat traveling across the waves in the ocean of life...^^

Other Idols thoughts on TVXQ!

2010-12-04T10:13:00.000-08:00

TAEYANG (BIG BANG) : TVXQ has always chased after different music styles, and their members all have very strong talents. Seeing TVXQ’s music and stage makes me feel touched, and they’re a very good influence on us. We’ve also started promoting in Japan, and compared to TVXQ sunbaes, we still have to secure a place. We all like TVXQ very much. We hope this time we’ll use the chance to become more intimate with the members.

Kim Dong Wan (Shinhwa): There are many groups coming out these days, and a lot of them look really good. TVXQ stands out among these groups.

K. Will: TVXQ’s vocal talent among idol groups is really the best. Especially their charisma and leadership onstage, it’s really good.

G-DRAGON (BIG BANG): Because we’re in different genres, I’ve never seen them as a competitor. TVXQ is our respected sunbae. Their vocal skills are strong, and we’ve studied much of their performances and choreography. I’ve watched them stay determined to push themselves forward. They really are the perfect sunbaes

Super Junior : We admire TVXQ, who has been able to successfully make a place for themselves in Japan.

Jong Hyun (SHINee) : Out of all our sunbaes, TVXQ doesn’t hold back, they’ve done very well. Especially to TVXQ’s Micky Yoochun, I’m very thankful. The first time we went onstage, he came in person to bring food over to support us, I was really thankful that time.

Jang Ri In : Before they go on stage, they always have a very stable attitude. It’s like they really have handsome and clear souls.

Rain (Singer): I’m very envious of TVXQ, who is able to have those teen fans anticipating them. After the performances, those teen fans will chase after their cars and wait for them outside the office buildings. But with my fans, after performances, they say “You’ve worked hard~” I’ve also been asked, “How come you don’t have teen fans?”

Park Joon Hyung : There were a lot of groups in the music industry during that time that disbanded because there were conflicts between members. Today I walked in and saw TVXQ, and knew that nothing like that would happen.

FT Island : TVXQ sunbaes are very modest. Although they’ve already become Asia’s top idol group, we respect the humbleness they display at all times

Tablo (Epik High): From the beginning TVXQ was with us. Why~~do~~ we have the same thoughts? Seeing the support TVXQ gives us, really lets me see the love between singers. I can still feel it today. Really, I’m very thankful for this in the Hip Hop world.

Choi Min Ho (3 Time Gold Medalist): If I wasn’t a fan after listening to all of TVXQ’s fourth album, I wouldn’t be able to feel Youngwoong Jaejoong’s singing effortlessly like that. Xiah Junsu has a fine voice.

YG ENTERTAINMENT’S YANG HYUN SOK : (During a Big Bang Interview) Ah! They’re the only singers I admire. TVXQ is really awesome. On the Live stage, they do very well. If they weren’t good looking, they would probably be the male version of Big Mama. Some bias our country’s people have toward TVXQ is wrong.

KIM GUN MO (SINGER): If only I was a TVXQ member!They’re a group that’s hard to believe, with talent that’s shocking.

MBC audition..go for second round!..

2010-12-04T08:33:00.000-08:00

remember about my vid for mbc audition?..now, it had been selected to the second round!..yay!..TOP 500..but this time round..judges will do the evaluation and choose who will be going for 3rd round..i'm not going to expect anything since i know we are not that good in singing tho..XDD..whatever it is..just wish us luck ok..^^

HoMin- Lotte Duty Free Wallpaper

2010-12-04T08:25:00.000-08:00

i miss Homin much..so decided to posted these wallies..what have you waiting for..let them be your wallpaper now...=D

credit: as tagged

i'll be waiting..DBSK

2010-12-02T10:21:00.000-08:00

'NINE'..this song seriously made me cry so bad..the nine symbolize it had been 9 years the boys experience together..all the bittersweet memories between them..impossible to forget..watch this..understand it and provide a box of tissue ok...it's time to let the tears flow...

"FALLING LEAVES"..composed by Junsu himself seriously touched me to the core..this song is beautifully sang by the trio and successfully made my eyes swollen badly coz of crying too much..they ask us to wait..i will Junsu oppa..won't break this promise..i know one day DBSK will start all over again and the world will soon covered by the powerful red ocean once more..always keep the faith is not just a phrase that be said again and again without any reason..it is a promise and believe between us and TVXQ..

My loyal followers and friends..

2010-12-02T10:05:00.000-08:00

this pic indicates there are more than 50 people put their links to my site..=D and to them..i feel honoured that you guys willing to drop by at my blog..^^

as for my followers..am not that good in blogging and exchange links but it's the best way to make people recognize you..drop by at their blog..leave comments and follow them..=D now look..i've surpass the 100 marks..hehe..thanks guys..it shows that my blog always been visited and am happy for that..i can share my interest with u guys..^^

doing tag is fun...

2010-12-01T23:38:00.000-08:00

1.Apa benda paling penting dalam hidup korang ?
there are too many..=D

2.Benda terakhir korang beli guna duit sendiri?
hur,..waffle i guess..hehe

3.Dimana tempat korang nak melangsungkan perkahwinan korang dan tema perkahwinan korang nanti ?
haha..never think about that yet..

4.Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang ?
yeah2..in love with my husband Jae..LMAO

5.Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang ?
till the end of time...XD

6.Dimana korang selalu jumpa kekasih korang ?
twitter..

7.novel/buku/majalah terakhir korang beli ?
epop...

8.Apakah nama penuh korang ?
there's no need to know anyway..:p

9.Antara mak dengan ayah korang, yang mana korang lagi mesra ?
mak lah..daughters..biasa lah..

10.Namakan orang yang betul2 korang nak jumpa dalam hidup ?
JYJ n SuJU dah jumpa..now waiting for others pulak..especially HoMin..see my ultimate bias n sudden attraction on my left sidebar?..that's the people i wanna meet next too..

11.Adakah korang basuh baju sendiri ?
nope..my mom does..XD

12.Di mana tempat yang korang betul2 nak pergi ?
Korea lah kot..haha

13.Pilih salah satu , peluk atau cium ?
i'm more to hug than kiss..

14.Beritahu 3 perkara tentang orang yang tag korang ?
she din tag me..i wanna do this myself..XDD

15. 5 benda korang sayang sangat dalam hidup korang ?
Laptop..
Kpop n Jpop VCDs..
Kpop stuff that i put in my box..
External Hardisks..
Digital camera..

16. 5 lagu korang suka dan selalu dengar ?
JYJ- empty
JYJ- chajatda
JYJ- be the one
JYJ- be my girl
Xiah Junsu- I can soar

17.Bila tarikh lahir korang dan korang sambut besday kat mana tahun lepas ?
13th Jan..but seriously i can't remember whether am celebrating it or not..XDD

18. 7 orang blogger korang nak tag
well, not gonna tag anybody but if u feel u have read this entry..then please do..be honest ok..XDD

reply from DBSK...=D

2010-12-01T09:38:00.000-08:00

one of my precious memories being a Cassiopeia..i've got a reply from DBSK!..until now i wonder who replied mine..i mean my question..i joined this project just for fun and i never think that from thousands of questions being asked..mine is among the luckiest ones..and luckier when i'm the last one..LOL..as from Malaysia only me and another girl's questions got picked..never believe it?..u guys can refer to the below pic..i've blogged bout this before but as it suddenly came to my mind..i decided to post it once again..and i love this person who chose my question..XDDD..

*CLICK IT TO VIEW FULL SIZE*

quotes..part 1

2010-11-30T10:17:00.000-08:00

i'm not going to talk about wise saying by famous people and take the famous quotes from google or books but i'm going to write bout some quotes that i will never forget either from my parents, friends, teachers, strangers or other people around me..

1. love that has been shown off is a fake one..at the end, only money that matters -mom

this is quite funny..but it's kinda true right?..call my mom a conservative lady but yeah..i agree with her..when she sees youngsters nowadays holding hands on street or showing their affection towards each other..my mom will said..it's a lie!..haha..when u got married and have children..that is when the reality comes..it's not all about love..there are just something more than that..

2. as a girl..you can befriend with whoever that you like but one thing..keep your pride -dad..

when i see youngsters these days..they love to hold hands and hugging each others..*still ok*..kiss in public *that irritates me*..you know what..one thing that scares me being in a relationship is this kind of thing..yes, i'm aware that if we love that person much, we would LOVE to give EVERYTHING to him..but we have guidelines that has to be followed..as for me, i wanna obey it alright..bear with me my-future-bf..hold hands still ok but just don't cross the line ok..pride is important to girls..what my dad said is so true..example, guys can run or hide somewhere or claim it's not his fault of getting the girl pregnant..do u get the picture?..they still can escape but it's hard for us girls..so, keep your pride safe before you marry..

3. guys is not suitable to get through a marriage in early age -dad & mom

both of my parents always said this to us..guys are not suitable to get married in such a young age..it must be more than 26 and above..know why..coz marriage is not an easy job..both parties must have commitment and ready to be committed to the families..it's about everything..as for us..men will lead the families or in other words..they are the head of the house..husbands saying is a must-follow-orders..so, imagine if the men are young husbands..not mature enough and still wanna enjoy their life..poor the wife and children..and how to lead a good life till reach the golden age?..it's not going to be easy..so, think about it..don't get married till you stabilize everything..physically and mentally...^^

4. help others and someday there are people who will help you when you are in need -mom & dad

this advise..my parents always said..help others while you still can..InsyaAllah, one day if you need help there are people that will give their helping hands..^^

5. everything already been written..now our job is only to find the path and follow it -dad

i know everything already been written in lohmahfuz..yes! everything is there..right from the minute that we born till the day or time or caused of our death already being fated..so, just accept it..don't ever put fate at fault coz everything happens for a reason, remember?..bad or good..we decide it..that's why God gives us brain to think..use it and your life would be better..^^

6. be grateful for everything -mom

grateful..do u know what is it?..i don't have a solid definition about it but from what i know..just be grateful of what you have right now..don't compare yourself to the luckier person than you but to the person that not as lucky as you are..then, automatically you will feel gratefulness in your heart..Allah creates everything for a reason and purpose..play your role and follow the guidelines that He already gave..InsyaAllah..your life will be full of happiness instead of sadness...^^

End for now and i will continue later..not the next post but maybe after few others..=D hope u guys enjoy reading it..am not a good writer but try my best to express it...^^

tag..tag..tag..

2010-11-30T07:32:00.000-08:00

i din get tag by anyone..i just wanna do it myself since i feel like doing it..XDD

here we go..

1. adakah anda rasa anda hot?
--> hot?..haha..never..i'm not even a slim or pretty person..how come i become
a hot one?..LMAO

2. update wallpaper yang anda guna sekarang..

3. cerita pasal gambar ni
--> it's changmin!!..my favourite and handsome youngest maknae ever!..i miss him much and i like this pic..so, yeah..decided to use it as my desktop wallie..^^

4. kali terakhir makan pizza..
--> i can't remember it well but i guess a week ago..with my sis and her friends..^^

5. lagu terakhir anda dengar?
--> for now it's my destiny by dbsk/tohoshinki..it's so nostalgic and i really love this song..(n_n)

6. apa yang anda buat selain sedang membuat tag ini?
--> guess what..am watching phobia 2 at the same time...^^

7. selain nama sendiri anda dipanggil apa?
--> angah, aiai, ai, sarang

8. tag lagi 5 orang
a. atul
b. along
c. jija
d. hara
e. afie

9. siapa orang no. 1 dengan anda?
--> one of my best friends from high-school...=D

10. katakan sesuatu pada orang no. 5
--> wish u can go to singapore and meet your fav idol, 2PM..amin...^^

11. no.3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?
--> err..she got crushed with somebody i guess but i have no idea it's who..LOL..she doesn't wanna tell me..that's why..XD

12. bagaimana pula dengan no.2?
--> bagaimana apa?..relationship?..she's still single so far that i know but she got scandal everywhere..haha..she's my sis..come on lah..XD

13. kata2 cinta kepada orang no.4
--> how am i going to say it?..it should be like this..hara, saranghaeyo!..u gotta be one of my best sis ever!..=D

14. berikan fakta 4 tentang orang yang kamu tag

a. atul
- her relationship status is still vague..
- her new crush from kpop is shinee minho
- she was a prefect back in high school
- she's one of my best bud

b. along
- she's taking her master degree now
- a korean mania like me too..
- she's kinda good in house chores..
- she kinda love to give orders to her younger sis..XDD

c. jija
- she's a cassiopeia
- she's my adik
- she loves to blog and i like to read it..
- she's one of the sweetest people u've ever met

d. hara
- she sings well..
- she has the same age as mine
- currently obsessing with anime
- she's a lovely person

e. afie
- she's my friend since childhood
- she loves kpop
- totally a happy-go-lucky girl
- she's fun to be with

THE END..

*as usual..who asked you to read..now do the tag please..XD*

support us!

2010-11-24T04:32:00.000-08:00

dearies..can u guys show us your support??..please watch this vid and like..we are entering MBC audition..hope u guys can help us..thanks in advance..=D

but you guys have to watch it on YOUTUBE!..CLICK HERE AND 'LIKE'

memories..

2010-11-22T09:17:00.000-08:00

there are many types of memories, right?..but what i'm going to talk about is a few of my memories that can't be forgotten..they are not important events..it just happen that they can't get out of my brain..XD

bear with me..they kinda random..

1. my mak long's milo!!..her milo seriously is a taste that i can't forget..

2. the way of my pak long eats his rice with kuah masak asam..i don't know..maybe he just into it and make it looks very yummy!~..=D

3. everytime when my dad tells us bout his experiences dealing with supernatural stuff..seriously interesting and you should see the way he talks..and damn!..most of them are totally scary..however it has been the strongest reason why i feel safe when me dad is around..i trust in him 101%..=D

4. i often injured my knee coz i really love to run here and there..the funny thing is..my previous wound haven't healed yet and i already fell for the second time..haha..my mom got angry at me and said 'deserve you right'..so, what did i do when i fall down again..i hid myself behind the door so my parents can't find me..and end up crying alone..haha..

5. i once made my sis's eyes almost got poked by the sharp end of a thick stick..we were playing the bicycle..round and round..ok..i hold the stick horizontally and when she wanna get through, i will lifted the stick up so it's like providing her the way..however, for fun i don't wanna lifted it up and when she came while speeding her bicycle ..it end up broken into two pieces and one of it pierced into my sis's eyebrow and gosh..she was bleeding like hell..i didn't now what to do..i brought her to the bathroom and clean up her blood..when my parents got home from work..i was so scared my mom will scold me crazily..so, i told her the whole story while crying..luckily she said my sis's eyes were ok..i feel relieved but till now yeah..still feel guilty for that...

6. i often saw where sisters argue over a small thing..well, let's reminisce when we were in our childhood..i always scold my sis with no proper reason..feel like hate her and everything..what she's done..it just so wrong and she always end up crying and screaming coz of me..and before, both of my sis were afraid me since they said i'm like the lion which will kill anybody whenever i felt threatened and against me..haha..that was the past ok..now, am behaving like super-pure-innocent-sister-and-stupid-sometimes...XDD

7. i always scared of my cousin's house..her house is like a castle in the woods..and at night..it's creepy ya know..hahaha...

8. when we were still young..we didn't play computer games or play station..we played games that the feel was more enjoyable than modern ones..we laugh..cried..joke around and friends are like everything..every evening we will went out and seek friends to play..i will post about traditional games that most of the modern kids are not able to experience....

9. when cousins come...it's time to hit the ground!!..come n play!!..=D

10. i used to push my lil sis if they came near to my mom..it's like i'm the only one that own her..fine..i got jealous very easy ok...hahaha..but now not anymore..besar dah lah i..x larat dah..XDDD

kpop collections..

2010-11-19T20:13:00.000-08:00

these are my current pics for my kpop collections..i got few more others that dun have in the picture..but yeah..these are some of it..
this pic is my other kpop stuff..SuJu,UKISS,MBLAQ,2PM,Big Bang, B2ST n others..

DBSK stuff..

tag...

2010-11-19T09:51:00.000-08:00

i was tag by purpleKyu

a. create your own title..
b. write 25 things that you think people should know about you..

1. a full time Cassiopeia..part time as others..^^
2. ultimate Jaejoong bias..
3. get angry easily if people bad-mouth about my idols..i don't touch yours..why touch mine?...>.<
4. love to spend money on buying kpop stuff instead of other things..
5. don't like SNSD..fullstop..*but i like the songs and slightly liking Soo Young n Sunny*
6. people around me said i'm stubborn..
7. have my mood swings..i can change in s split second..
8. don't like to cook..*let Jae makes dish for me..haha*
9. more to Harry-Hermione pairing than Ron-Hermione coz i think Harry worries bout Hermione more than Ron since the first sequel..and they do look good together..
10. have full collection of Harry Potter books..and plan to buy complete of DVD set after Deathly Hallows end..
11. comics lover too..
12. love to stick to my mom the most..
13. can make people easily angry with me sometimes..
14. not a good speaker so that i try my best to present my feelings in writings but damn..i'm suckz at that too...(u_u)"
15. love to blogwalking n make friends..especially with those who has the interest same as mine..
16. feel enjoy learning especially languages..
17. often made my own decision and sometimes that habit makes my friends often feel dissatisfy with me..
18. would love to go abroad to continue my master level..
19. i enjoy ballad songs more IF DBSK is the one who sings them..=D
20. surfing internet more than doing other activities..
21. thanks to twitter that makes me feel close to my idols..
22. not a fashionable type coz am just very simple girl..
23. try to think positive everytime bad things happen coz i know Allah will always be there for me..guiding and trying to teach me a lesson so that i can improve..
24. hate when i'm talking then suddenly people is interrupting or not paying attention..hey! don't you learn how to respect people when they are speaking?..gosh..
25. LOVE MY FAMS..FRIENDS..JAEJOONG..AND DBSK AND OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIVES ON EARTH!..=D

tag: are you reading this?..be honest and start doing this tag!..LOL..*sorry since i don't know to tag who*

everything is DBSK..

2010-11-18T11:53:00.000-08:00

♥I LOVE THEM FOREVER AND ETERNALLY♥

see the five guys up there?..guess you guys already know them right?..all kpop fans should be recognized this amazing group..it is super weird if you don't..anyway, in this post i would love to tell why i love the boys..people often ask me why i'm so into them..why not attracted to others just like i attracted to them..as for me..i will tell u why...

1. they can SING..

who doesn't agree with me?..no one right?..of course since DBSK is so famous about being so talented in singing since they themselves has the vocals..when they sing, i feel like the time has stops and let the world listens..their harmonization together is just so amazing..at one point i can confidently said they are the best out of the best and even can beat the world top singer now..=D..consists of wonderful soothing voice Jaejoong, amazing husky voice Junsu, ridiculous high-pitch Changmin, super unique voice Yoochun and awesome manly vocal Yunho..together they can create the best melody ever...^^

2. they can DANCE..

another talent that born with them..yes..it is dancing..ever watch how they dance?..you will melt and dies thousand times..one thing..till now i can't resist the hotness that they boys bring since they debuted..their pelvic thrust and hip wave..i can be dehydrated caused by drooling too much or sick due to severe nosebleeding..XDD..admit that other groups can dance well too but for me they are still the best..^^

3.they are ADORABLE..COOL..CUTE..DORK..GENEROUS..HARDWORKING..HANDSOME..HUMBLE..INNOCENT..KIND..PASSIONATE..POLITE..PLAYFUL..RESPECTFUL..SHY..STRONG..WARM..MY BOYS..lol

no more to say..the boys always having behaviour that please people..in short..they own all those good qualities that should have in every person..seems hard to find any flaw in them..their passion in music amaze me much..their strong willing in getting through bad and hard times touched me to the core..their humbleness and innocence make me love them more..^^

don't know bout these...

2010-11-18T10:57:00.000-08:00

call me outdated or whatsoever u wanna call me but yes..i admit that i don't even know about these freakin' applications..their existence seems so silence to me to get acknowledge..anyway..

i don't even know that personas can be applied in cometbird..*stupid me*..i know the features and everything is similar to firefox..it's just that i didn't expect that the persona theme also can be applied..thanks to afie jun..i went to her house today and saw the persona using by her cometbird and i searched for it right after she sent me home..LMAO..

another one is echofon..it is an application for twitter..seriously thanks to afie jun again..now i have downloaded it and can see my twitter updates without opening the site..XDD

seriously i need to explore more and be more up-to-date..aii..i should take a rest from kpop for a while..*but sure i can't..:p*

Choikang Changmin

2010-11-14T05:16:00.000-08:00

few days back as i watched DBSK old vids..i cried so hard when i saw our handsome and mischievous maknae..i miss him so bad..his ridiculous high-pitch voice..his mismatch eyes..his smirk..his tease to the members..everything..yes!..once again i said i miss SHIM CHOIKANG CHANGMIN!..as for Yunho n JYJ boys..often heard news about them and know their whereabouts..but it's a different situation for changmin..never heard from him at all..only knowing that his paradise meadow will be aired early next year..and current rumor about him being sick and fullstop..that's all..it's not enough ok..i want more..whether he's sick or healthy..really itching wanna know where is our maknae now..changmin ah~~..where are you now dear??...seriously i miss u!...

The Beginning....

2010-11-13T13:20:00.000-08:00

what is the difference can be made when looking at sunrise and sunset in pictures?..can't really make a difference right?..except the fact that in our mind we know it rises from the east and set in the west..but as for me...

sunset is a mark that we have made another day as a history..whether it's a bad or good experience on that day..it doesn't really matter..take it as a lesson and guideline to improve in the future..

sunrise marks that a new day has come..new experience will be created and thank god still giving me chances to breathe in the air..try to make every day as a new opportunity to live the life to the fullest and it is just The Beginning...=D

niagara falls.....

2010-11-13T12:31:00.000-08:00

you must be wondering why suddenly i post about niagara falls right?..take a break from kpop a while..actually i dun have anything to blog yet i must find something to post..and this picture of fierce pouring water popped up in my head..and dang!..this what i have found..LOL..well, niagara fall has caught my attention long time ago and it never fails to amaze me everytime i look at it..one of my wishes..i wanna visit this place someday and see one of the greatest of God's creation..one thing that cross my mind when look at this is "what happen if i jump into this fall?..will i survive?..will my death be so tragic?..surely my body is really really really tiny if take a whole pic of this fall with myself is jumping into it"...haha..silly isn't it but yeah..those kind of supid-question-like always make me wonder..XDDD..anyway, don't you find it awesome even just by looking at the pictures?..here's some..

what an amazing scenery, right??..

the blue and crystal clear water like calling me to jump and swim into it..XD

niagara falls during the night..super cool!..i wonder how it appears like that..LOL

the colourful lights..is it the reflects from one of the sky-crappers around?..but who cares anyway..it is indeed beautiful!...=D

MTV JYJ Wallpaper

2010-11-13T07:26:00.000-08:00

THE BOYS LOOK SO GOOD!!...=D

credit: MTV Site

last paper...

2010-11-06T13:31:00.000-07:00

i will continue blogging maybe after friday which is my last paper for finals..^^
wish me luck k...=D

speechless..................

2010-11-05T23:57:00.000-07:00

few days back i've joined JYJ vid contest and apparently my vid was not selected and i guess i'm not among the lucky ones..well, my intention to do the vid was to show my support to the boys and i don't know i'm going to be this sad coz not being chosen..well, maybe i'm this sad coz they said the vids have been reviewed by the boys themselves..seriously, i'm not a good speaker and not someone who is good in front of the camera to do the talking..and know what..i took almost 4-5 hours to finish it..i deleted almost 30-40 vids just so it be perfect but it still has flaw since the audio is not so good..but still i encouraged myself to do it and finish it successfully..aish..i just suddenly feel this is the FIRST TIME i've been so down while being a Cassiopeia..but it's ok..not all the time we will be so lucky right?..i dun wanna think about it anymore and i have deleted the video as well..anyway, to JYJ n DBSK..i will still support u guys as i've promised myself to do it..will still always love and cherish u..^^

but i need time to cure my heart coz it has been like this...

junsu's wave.............

2010-10-26T23:22:00.000-07:00

seriously i faint after watch this..i keep on playing it..*dies*

obsession...forehead..JaeJoong..

2010-10-24T00:36:00.000-07:00

call me a weirdo, a freak or whatever u wanna call since i really have a fetish on jae's forehead..i don't know why..seriously..he just looks so handsome and dashing showing off this side of his feature ya know..haha..i think i have blogged about this before but i wanna announce to the world again that I"M TOTALLY CRAZY OVER JAE..from head to toe..even he's imperfect but in my eyes he is...^^
everyone that knows Aizamia will definitely knows that she is absolutely Jae bias since she started to live in the kpop world..
i don't know when i'm going to stop but let me for this time being..=D

stupidity......

2010-10-21T04:15:00.000-07:00

have you ever feel at one time you are so stupid and feel so useless and hopeless??...it's happening to me now..yes..right at this moment..this is like the very first time i feel all those negative feels strike at me simultaneously..it's just so hard and suddenly i wanna hide somewhere and run from this world..even i know i can't..and i really feel my heart and brain going to burst out and explode thinking all of this..everything seems so gloomy and i feel very timid to face the world anymore..

what i mean by stupidity?..it is all because of my actions that i've taken before i never think of its consequences..whether i'm going to hurt anybody, going to make others feel difficult cause of me and make others change their impressions on me..honestly, i'm the type of person that feel scared people that i love start to hate me or lost their trust in me..i know..trust is very important in a friendship..no trust in each other..then, things will turn to be so difficult..super difficult..from the bottom of my heart, would say really sorry if i take u guys feelings for granted and lightly..when i feel then i'm not being selfish, it turn to be that i'm the most selfish person ever..that's why i always ask u guys to tell me what i've done wrong..tell me so that i will know what mistakes that i've made and make me more be careful next time not to repeat the same thing..

as for my family..i would like to apologize if i really give a very difficult time to u especially my parents and my sisters..i know they always nagging and scolding coz of my behaviour and irrational attitude yet still support me..seriously i'm super glad to have u guys as my families..the best people that exist in my life..sorry for being so stubborn and always being so self-centered..well, still in the process of being more matured i guess..XD
and for the over-expanses, promise to be more thrifty next time..*i'll try ok*

for my friends..thanks for always be beside me..share the happiness with me..listen to my problem when i got one..one of the best thing that happen in my life..having great friends really are something to be grateful..they coloured my life with their characters..i grow up with them..learn a lot from them..till i realize that every person has different life and the way they lead their life..some full of happiness and love in life and some through difficulties that you never imagine..but we do have our similarities which are to achieve something in life, be somebody, get a better life and live in a happy world..even there's no such thing as forever or happily ever after..but at least we feel the happiness among the love ones, right?..^^

before i end, thanks to those who always be there for me..support me..cherish me..without you guys..i really feel so hopeless and useless..truthfully i love you and sorry as i never show or you never feel it but i tell you now..once i got to know people..it's really hard not to love them i <3 with all my heart as i love all God's creations..i'm a person and you are a person too..so, why must hate each other, right?..that is why, we must be tolerate with each other, to be a better friends and grow up from experience..i made mistakes and you do too..so, what's the difference?..see that?..maybe the different is do u realize it and try to improve or u r not and continue to be egoistic..that's all..

lastly, i'm sorry again to those who i already given hard times on u guys and i will try to improve myself..guide me and i'll be grateful..thanks..^^

Lots of love.......aizamia

[PICS] JYJ Showcase in Malaysia

2010-10-19T13:32:00.000-07:00

the reason why i did not take the boys pics is coz i wanna enjoy every single sec when i'm in the stadium..what i can say is the boys are perfect!!..seriously..they are tall, handsome and flawless..i love to see su in vest, chun in suit and jae..he's so freakin' hot even he just wear a simple t-shirt..he said Malaysia is hot..maybe he wears it coz of that..and jae's smile is simply priceless when he sang skks ost..he smiled when cassies replied after he sang..i could died during that moment..i'm not joking..till in my mind got think this.."thank God for creating these men*...LOL..and chun..he surely can take the translator place for a moment..he keep on explaining to Jae what was the emcee was talking..junsu also didn't talk too much..well, maybe they are still in the process of learning to catch english words..XD
during the empty song..omGD!..*dies*...the boys are hyper and hot guys in action!
be my girl song..i'm dying in happiness seeing the hip thrust part..haha..

all i can say is..i'm still in the dreamland..can't believe has seen the boys live!!..and now i miss them already..i won't forget junsu's angelic voice, jae's smiles and chun's the talkative boy!..my JYJ..voices that i've been listened with my own ears and spread through my veins..i will keep the memories deep down in my heart and be the most precious moment i've ever had!..

I LOVE JYJ+DBSK FOREVER SERIOUSLY..ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH BABY!..

IT'S ME, AIZAMIA...♥

WITH PINAT UNNIE, LYN AND WANIE CHAGYA.. ♥

WITH NEMO, PINAT UNNIE, CAT UNNIE AND LYN.. ♥

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH AND LOVE TVXQ!.. ♥

WITH "JAE"..kidding..HE'S JOEL TEEQIREN..THE LEADER OF PROGRESSION.. ♥

WITH MY CSSPF FAMS!!!..2ND TIME TAKING PIC WITH HERMIONE... ♥

WITH PINAT UNNIE, XEERA UNNIE AND LYN..AFTER THE SHOWCASE ENDED.. ♥

IN THE STADIUM..WAITING FOR THE SHOWCASE TO KICK OFF.. ♥

I LOVE THIS PIC!..WITH PINAT UNNIE.. ♥

WITH FARRA UNNIE..SHE'S SO CUTE YA KNOW.. ♥

I WON'T FORGET THIS MOMENT!..TILL NEXT TIME JYJ BOYS..LOVE YOU GUYS MUCH..WON'T FORGET ABOUT HOMIN AS WELL.. ♥

JYJ - Brunei Showcase Petition

2010-10-19T13:30:00.000-07:00

TO ALL CASSIES IN BRUNEI OR NOT..PLEASE SUPPORT THIS...^^

SME should watch this..

2010-10-19T13:02:00.000-07:00

what can i say more..this guy totally speaks what cassies think..thanks a lot mister!..thanks for everything..loving the boys and always keep the faith!

"SUDDENLY I MISS JUNSU, JAE, CHUN, MIN AND YUN...."

give me some space to Breathe...

2010-10-10T12:16:00.000-07:00

now i really really and really need some space to breathe..oh my~..this week is really a tough week..everything have to be handed in as this is the final week for lecture classes..seriously i have a headache thinking about all this..my head is going to crash soon..aii..mandarin acting shoot, english report+presentation, miss ezza's final and group reports, encik KAA report, encik wan back up report and microsof outlook report..*dies*

but guys..i won't quit and give up till all finish and done!..fighting aizamia!...

anyway, before i go..recent addiction..the boys look hot in here..of course especially my Gi Kwang..hehe..envy those hands of other members that touch him during his part...LOL

breathe in breathe out everybody!!...XD

AJ!!..i need the oxygen too!....=D

u.p.d.a.t.e.s..

2010-09-27T20:28:00.000-07:00

dah lama dah x update blog ni..seyes x de masa and sumtimes malas r nak update..banyak sgt keje..ha, tu lah sapa suruh bertangguh dari sebelum balik raya till dah naik study balik..aisey..mmg banyak sampai rasa nak pecah pale otak ni..research+reports+assignments+presentations..giler r..dalam masa 2-3 weeks je lagi sebelum minggu study for finals..aduss...but luckily i have friends yang rajin since i ni liat sket nak wat keje..suka tau buat last minute but selalunye ok je..cume terkontang kanting sket r dalam test or exams yang susah..hahaha..

and as for the best part is....

INSYAALLAH I"M GOING FOR JYJ SHOWCASE!!!!...thanks to my sis..dalam marah2 dia pun..bagi jugak aku pergi..sian kot tgk adik die ni..hahaha..next year..plan ngan dia nak p super show 3..hehe..tu pun harap2 jadi..aku dok risau jugak nih coz kiteorang nye course ada plan nak p wat camping 3 days and 2 nights kat hulu langat..program ni called as I-RECS coz budak-budak records je yang join..tp probnye ialah date dia..dah lah minggu yg ada JYJ showcase nih..dibuatnye dalam weekends x ke naya even my lecturer dah cakap it's 13, 14 and 15 oct..3 days before study week starts..tapi pikir logik..da dates tu still kelas sedang berlangsung lagi..tu yang takut kalau tarikh tu dianjak..kalau macam tu..kena lah cancel JYJ nye...waaaaaaaaaaaa....x mau!!!!!!!!!!!...sob sob...so, doa banyak2 dat I-RECS stick to the original plan...amin....XD

[VID] For You It's Separation to Me It's Waiting by DBSK Kim Jaejoong

2010-09-13T12:48:00.000-07:00

JAE'S VOICE REALLY MAKE MELT..HOW COME SOME PEOPLE JUST CAN'T NOTICE HIS AWESOME VOICE??..HE'S TOTALLY A TALENTED IDOL..FROM POP TO ROCK TO BALLAD..HE CAN SINGS ALL..AND I'LL GUARANTEE YOU WILL CRY IF YOU LISTEN TO THIS SONG...ENJOY! =D

new desktop background.....

2010-09-07T04:10:00.000-07:00

attracted to my new wallie?..hahaha..i'm not but i'm falling in love once i saw it ya know..aish..this hubby is really something..make me gone crazy just by staring at his gaze, his pose, his lips, his hairstyle......*faints*
how i wish he just a tiny creature so that i can put him into my pocket...XD

[PICS] JYJ THE........hotties

2010-09-07T00:42:00.000-07:00

I'M SPEECHLESS..THEY ARE JUST TOO PERFECT..=D

sungkyungkwan scandal with sub!..

2010-09-03T02:32:00.000-07:00

FINALLY THERE'S SUB FOR 1ST AND 2ND EPISODE!!!
CREDIT TO THE SUBBING TEAM!!!!

1ST EPISODE
WATCH HERE FOR THE 1ST PART!

2ND EPISODE
WATCH HERE FOR THE 2ND PART!

ENJOY YOURSELF!..AND ONE THING..I MISS CHUN OPPA MUCH!...^^

new collection added.......

2010-08-30T05:12:00.000-07:00

HERE IS MY NEW ITEMS ADDED IN KPOP COLLECTION..THANKS TO ONE OF MY BESTIES, WANIE AND HER FRIEND THAT HELPED ME TO BUY THESE..I'M GONNA ORDER MORE..WILL LIST THEM OUT LATER...LOL..

MBLAQ - Y
UKISS - 'ONLY ONE'
2PM - 1:59PM / DSCS
WONDER GIRLS - 2DT
BEAST - BEAST IS THE BEST / SHOCK OF THE NEW ERA
SUJU - BONAMANA

assignments..classes..presentations..leisure..

2010-08-20T05:55:00.000-07:00

heyya readers..here i am again..sorry for not updating for the past few days..i'm so damn busy with classes, assignments and presentation preparations..luckily i have finished most of them but still i have more awaiting..

BUT....

besides of filling my days with those tasks..i still spent time relaxing my mind..i don't want some of my wires in my head being cut off..haha..i went to mines last saturday and slept over my sis house before went to times square in the very next day..can u imagine how tired i was?...but it's really interesting experience..

while am writing this, already been at home!!..how i miss my bed..my pillow..my air-cond..my collections...lol

actually i dunnoe what to write..it's 3 in the morning..i'm running out of words to write..hahaha..maybe i'll continue in my next post with more interesting stories..well, maybe not about me but my passion..so, bear with me!...hehehe..

I'M S.L.E.E.P.Y!!...LMAO

Kim Junsu...DBSK

2010-08-03T12:36:00.000-07:00

i know each and everyone of cassiopeia will feel very touched and maybe some of you will end up in tears watching these vids..even it's a happy vacation for junsu but i really do hope he can go with other members as well..he mentioned quite a few times about the members and i feel he really missed them so much..3hree voices..a dvd that worth to purchase but with the price that reach almost half of 1k make me rethink since i'm a student and not was born among the riches one..

after watching this show..i know..

i really miss Kim Junsu..Kim JaeJoong..Jung Yunho..Shim Changmin..Park Yoochun..

ok..now i wanna start to spazz about junsu..i'm able to watch only for the 1st episode but i will continue the rest later..

he's like the perfect prince in a white suit on a cruise i can tell!!..his engrish accent is still funny and entertaining..when he said "cheese and ham" made me lol-ing..his excited face when saw the opera house was just too adorable..running here and there with his boots was so cute..haha..well, everything about junsu is just too perfect for me..=D

anyway, for the rest of the show CLICK HERE!!!!....ENJOY!!

when i grow up...

2010-08-03T01:34:00.000-07:00

sometimes when i'm alone, i'm thinking what i have been done in the past..what i like and don't like..and i think my perspective on certain things and matters already changed..

before..i thought that..

- men is not handsome or smart enough when they have moustache..
- pink is too girlish for me..
- "oppa" is not suitable for me to call someone older than me..
- i never get along with fashions..
- i'm too sensitive when someone mentioned how fat i am..
- gave speech was an easy task to do..
- people will stick to their behaviour and never change..

now..i think that..
- men looks cool and some of them are hot with moustache but must be trimmed..
- pink is a bright colour and suitable for girls..=D
- now i love to call older men 'oppa' or 'abang'..lmao
- fashions really change someone's appearance!
- now i'm not sensitive anymore..even my friends call me 'mok'..XD
- giving a speech really make you nervous and sweat..
- people do change..just like M.E...hahaha

T.I.M.E......

2010-07-28T19:05:00.001-07:00

heyya readers..miss me?..haha..so sorry for not updating..i'm kinda busy with my Uni-student-life..assignments, classes, discussions etc etc really occupied my schedule for this semester..but don't worry, i still have time for my kpop..only for that, i ensure to spend some time updating them..heheh..still addicting with SHINee's Lucifer, Se7en's Better Together and their other songs..i can't wait for se7en's comeback today in mnet countdown!..sure gonna burnt down the stage due to his hotness..LMAO..anyway, only this a lil update from me..again..please anticipate for my next post

tumblr...

2010-07-15T03:24:00.000-07:00

yes..it's tumblr..i've signed up just now..well, it's another blog site but of course this is my main..maybe that one will be updated mostly with kpop just like what i did here..there's not so much update about me since i got almost da same daily routine..hehe..anyway, if you have tumblr..do follow me and i'll follow u back...^^

MY TUMBLR..CLICK IT AND FOLLOW!..

rumah vs hostel....

2010-07-11T04:47:00.000-07:00

kali ni meself nak bercerita pulak pasal bezanya kehidupan kat hostel and kat rumah..meself mcm rasa lah macam diri ni kan ada dua orang coz perangai kat hostel lain and bila balik rumah lain..i mean cara kehidupan tu yang berbeza agaknya..ye lah kat rumah kan kita bebas lakukan apa je tapi kat hostel dikelilingi kawan2 mesti lah lain sket, ye x?..jom kita bezakan..ini ikut pandangan meself lah..x tau lah korang macam mana..

1. makan
- bab ni paling sensitif coz kat sini lah yang selalu membuatkan duit ptptn kita macam air..oleh sbb meself ni orang yang kuat makan..ha, mmg habis lah duitnya..dalam satu hari..paling kurang pun rm10 kot..makan skang dah mahal ok..haha..baru duit makan belom lagi duit belanja yang lain..

- kalau dok kat rumah kan best..makanan disediakan..makan jek bila2 masa and dah tentulah sedap..biasa lah..mak yang masak kan..and paling penting x segan nak amek nasi or lauk bergunung and bersenduk-senduk..XDD

2. tido
- kalau kat umah kan..mesti leh tido bila2 masa and bangun bila kita rasa mata ni dah boleh bukak kan?..and lagi satu x de lah segan nak tido lasak ke..air liur meleleh sampai buat peta dunia kat atas bantal tu..hahaha..

- lain kalau kat hostel..ye lah..tido ngan kwn..sopan jek..tapi satu jek..sape yang berdengkur tu mesti x leh elak..meself x tau lah kalau kite ni berdengkur ke x..well, x de lah kot coz my friend x ngadu ape pun..haha..

3. mandi
- ni lagi satu..kalau kat umah tu..bila2 jek boleh mandi..yg plg best..x nak mandi pun x pe..orang x kesah..haha..and kalau berjam-jam nak dok bwh shower tu pun no hal lah orang kate..

- kalau dok kat hostel ni..ye lah..nak g kelas kan..mesti lah mandi..nanti kelas bau asam boi plak..haha..and time mandi mesti kejap coz orang lain pun ada kelas gak..bukan kite sorang je ok?..so, kalau teringin nak mandi sejam dalam bilik air tu, bangun ler awal dari yang lain..baru ler leh buat macam bilik air sendiri..haha..

rasa2 nye sampai sini dulu lah celotehnye..nanti panjang2 korang bosan asyik dok mengadap words yang pjg ni je kan..so, tunggu lah post yang akan datang..ciao..hehe

pic kat atas ni x de kena mengena dengan post ni tapi meself suka khunho ok..hehe..2pmshinee love....XDD

bila ber-kpop...

2010-07-10T10:37:00.000-07:00

ok..post kali ni bukan lah nak menunjuk-nunjuk yang meself ni dah lama sangat dalam dunia kpop..tidak..but sometimes i got annoyed dengan rookies yang baru lagi dalam dunia ni..macam ni..

1. when u baru lagi minat kpop ni x kesah lah starting dari super junior ke 2pm ke wonder girls ke etc etc..don't you ever show off to me since i know much better of kpop than you do..

2. lagi satu..honestly lah when i show some vids kat yang baru lagi dengan kpop ni kan..they have lots and tons of questions which sometimes benda tu kita boleh pikir dengan sendirinye..kadang2..excited nak tengok show tu terus hilang since orang yang kita nak share tu x paham dengan rancangan tu..benkerk pun ada gak..tapi sabo je lah..ye lah..since die baru lagi kan..but ada satu soklan ni paling payah nak jwb..'eh aizah, sape ye die ni?'..don't assume the whole artist in dunia kpop i know tau..i x phm lah dorang ni..before, my sis and meself pun same x kenal orang2 mcm kang ho dong lah, yoo jae suk lah etc etc..but kiteorang pandai2 r pikir..die ni maybe pelakon kot..comedian kot..tgk r conversation yg sedang berlangsung tu..dari situ pun kita dapat agak..so, don't ask me that kind of questions anymore..i can have my mood hilang terus dari excited2 nak tunjuk vids2 kpop yang best tu..

3. serious cakap..if you setakat minat only 1-2 songs from suju ke, wg ke, dbsk ke, ss501 ke etc etc..jangan r tengok variety show especially talkshows..sure x minat punya..ye lah..coz korang just minat lagu je kan..as for me..i can enjoy anything from kpop but not to certain orang..mesti minat gameshows je coz byk action..neway, dorang selalu tanye how did i know so many things and info about kpop celebs..easy jek..tengok lah dorangnye interviews..korang x rajin mana nak tau..

4. and to those yang baru jugak..sorry to say this but can u guys stop playing songs like sorry sorry or nobody..giler outdated..meself rasa dah dengar lagu tu macam thousands..no billion times..mana taknye..sekarang mana2 pergi pun lagu tu..bosan ada jugak..and honestly cakap..i x suka kpop songs being played by some random listeners..ntah..jangan tanye kenape..sometimes benda mcm ni pun x de reason why..pelik eh?..mmg pelik..

5. and recently i macam penat sket n malas nak update pasal kpop..terlalu banyak yang perlu diupdate..now, only 3 major groups and 2 that yang i keep updated..for sure lah dbsk, suju, wg, se7en n tae yang...yang lain2 tu nnt lah..newbies byk sgt..sekarang dengar 'teen top' which is a new group has risen..and dgr kate dapat ranking 1st after hot debut..tu pun nak kena tau..best x best..kalau best follow if not tinggalkan aje..XD

last but not least..hidup dalam dunia kpop mmg best and sgt enjoy..i gain giler ramai kawan from around the globe..just mention any country..mesti ada sorang dua..but perasan atau x..ia jugak seolah-olah mcm satu competition..siapa yang dapat news paling awal..masing2 nak tunjuk yg die lebih arif dalam dunia kpop ni..jujur cakap..meself pun ada jugak tp sometimes penat tu terasa sampai macam dah x larat dah..so, now just tunggu orang update kan ajek..x pun drop by jek kat regular blog or forum for personal updates..LOL

p/s: kepada sesape yang terasa bila bace my post kali..sorry lah ye..i x berniat pun nak marah2 kan korang di sini..just enjoy bila jumpe kiteorang yg dah lame giler kpop ni..and follow the flow..and korang akan understand mcm mana feel yg kiteorang rasa..XDDD

so, till then..*peace yo*

sesaje nak letak pic my luffy eunhyuk ni..comei kot..haha

my recent ultimate fav drama..

2010-07-10T00:08:00.000-07:00

this time kita lupakan dulu soal kpop..but i nak share my recent fav drama..call me outdated..mmg i outdated if bab2 drama melayu nih..haha..but i giler suka dengan slot akasia ni..lain x bukan adamaya lah..mesti antara korang pun ramai yang tau kan pasal drama ni..tipu lah kalau x tau..i suka bab2 kawen ni especially yang diarrange by parents or in short marriage yg dibina bukan disebab cinta..coz from my view..cinta lepas kahwin ni 'spark' die lagi best kot..kawen dengan somebody yg kite x tau..kenal hati budi die lepas kawen n at last jatuh cinta..woah..best2..tp skang ni mana nak cari especially lelaki yang baik mcm si Adam ni..p hujung dunia pun blom tentu jumpa..penuh tanggungjawab, sayang anak, setia n cinta pada yg satu, seorang pembimbing yang baik, rupa ada, harta ada..giler macam perfect..

haha..sesaje jek amek pic ni..suke lah word 'adamaya' tu...

jangan x tau..i suka 'skinship'..haha..tu yang capture pic nih..mcm sweet sgt2..suka kot tgk husband buat macam ni pada wife die..

one perfect family..scene ni masa adam n maya dah baik balik..aduss..mana nak cari lelaki yang baik macam si adam ni..and lagi satu..anak dorang, amani..sah! comel sangat x1000..bijak budaknye..

bonus pic..

this one masa lisa buat surprise visit for mia sara ni..si kecik ni rindu giler mama lisa die..dengar kate die demam seminggu lepas abes berlakon adamaya coz rindukan lisa sangat..and i just find it adorable how they keep in touch and this lil baby call her 'parents' as mama lisa and papa sein...hehehe

no other..super junior

2010-07-09T23:40:00.000-07:00

i know everyone is talking about their new mv, right?..well, i'm not an exceptional too..i totally and definitely adore them in this song..oh my~~..the way they are proposing will flatter any girl heart i can tell..one word for this song..awesome!..and the boys did a great job since they learnt this dance steps only thru video clips that sent by their choreographer who didn't make it to teach them..bravo for our boys!..

- i would love si wonnie to tie my shoes..
- i would love to receive yesung's ring..
- i would love to read heenim love card..
- i would love to see all the 'love' pics taken by teuk..
- i would love to have the rose by hae..
- i would love to hear hyuk raps the love line for me..
- i would love to complete the love puzzle with shindong..
- i would love to have kyu big love collage..
- i would love to wash the car together with wookie..
- i would love to watch sungmin play love song with his keyboard..

this is the mv..and below is my fav performance..

i really love to see them smiling and enjoying the song..especially my hyuk..XDD

happy birthday, our dangerous cinderella Heenim

2010-07-09T23:29:00.000-07:00

Hye guys..i'm back!..my 1st post for today dedicated to our dangerous cinderella and adorable heenim!..hope he will always stay healthy and have a happy life!..heenim oppa, saranghaeyo..^^